"Free fall pt 3"
Lt Jebidiah Baile
CO 1st Platoon
USS Galaxy
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"Well... looked what the cat dragged in.." a voice called
out from behind. Baile glanced in the mirror in front and
saw a small group of people standing behind him. For a short
second his body tensed up, readying itself for a fight, but
then he relaxed again.
"I thought someone had shot you by now, Rihermann." Baile
replied after a few seconds. He could see the bartender
tense up, hell, he could feel the look he gave the bouncers.
The man behind Baile started to laugh. "No, not yet. It
helps to make friends in the right places."
"Apparently."
Rihermann turned to the small group of men and women around
him. "This is probably the best scout and pointman that has
ever lived... " The marine nearly sighed. Of all the people
in the galaxy he had to run into someone like Rihermann.
"He's an old friend from the Dominion Wars.. He was a part
of the special forces team that beat the shit out of the
Jem'Hadar when they had set up shop on our planet."
The group of people looked at the ragged man. Picturing the
bald man on the chair as a special forces member was not as
easy as one could believe. He looked more like a thug or a
fighter than a highly trained military. But all of them
could agree that he looked more the physical kind rather
than the cerebral kind. Baile didn't know if he should take
their whisperings as a compliment or an insult. Then he
realised he didn't give a shit what they believed about him.
Rihermann walked up to the bar and nodded to the bartender.
Rihermann dressed expensively. Far more so than the usual
rabble found in "Sinews and Osmosis".
"What brings you here then?" Rihermann asked as he walked up
next to Baile at the bar. The marine unfolded his hand and
dangled the glass at the bartender who refilled it.
A nod from Rihermann showed he had understood. At least that
was one good thing about the man. He understood when no
words were spoken. Baile detested people that needed every
single goddamn thing explained to them. He watched the
marine down the liquid with a quick flick of the glass,
grimace and slowly exhale. "Any good?"
"Nope."
"I'll have the same." Rihermann instructed the bartender who
looked at him a bit doubtful. Deciding it could be
interesting to see the scene play out the bartender took a
small glass and filled it to the rim.
"It tastes worse than it smells.." Baile said after the
bartender had refilled the glass once more.
"It does?" Rihermann asked him with a cocked eyebrow and
sniffed it. It didn't take him many seconds to realise it
hadn't been a smart thing to do. His nose felt like someone
had stabbed him with a red hot iron poker dipped in pepper.
It smelled sweet but at the same time ripe in a dead body
kind of way, laced with rotten eggs. The man nearly gagged.
"I guess it does.." he confirmed in a hoarse voice. "Fuck..
who drinks this without a gun to the head?"
"Me.. and now you.." Baile replied and raised his glass.
"Blood and fire.. " the marine said and held up the glass a
little higher, but didn't look at the man next to him.
Rihermann searched his memory. They had toasted that way
when they had saved him. "Fuel for war." Weird toast, but
then again Rihermann couldn't really say that the Crows had
been the most sane bunch of individuals he had ever met. In
fact he had never met people that had scared him more than
they had. Their leader had been scary in a 'I'll break your
spirit and own your soul' kind of way, but Baile had just
seemed dead. It was as if his only purpose had been to
fight.
"You here for the fights?" he asked once his voice seemed to
have returned to him.
In the back a few of the guests had begun a loud argument.
Baile couldn't really hear what it was all about. Nor did he
care but he had the feeling it would soon escalate into a
fight. "I don't do barfights.. "
The man from Baile's past chuckled. "It's not a barfight..
Prize fights, my friend. Some of the best there is."
"I could be wrong," the marine replied, "But I thought
prizefights were illegal here." Again he felt out of place.
Like he was just a puppet doing the will of some unseen
master.
That made Rihermann laugh. "Of course they are.. but does
this look like the sort of place that obeys the law? C'mon..
what do you say? I've seen you fight, my friend. You could
get very rich here for just a few minutes of work."
"If it’s so easy why don't you do it?"
Rihermann chuckled. "I'm a businessman and a lover. Have you
looked at these arms? I wouldn't exactly say that they're
made for pitfighting.. " he put his hand on Baile's
shoulder. "You on the other hand look even more fit than the
last time I saw you. What do they feed you guys with?
Steroids? You're made to fight. You'll win this without even
breaking a sweat and we'll share the winnings fifty-fifty."
The marine straightened up and rolled his neck. Not even a
little buzz. Would he never be able to get drunk again or
would it be something else than booze that would made him
drunk? What the hell had happened? He pushed the questions
aside, sick and tired of them at the moment. "Why the sudden
generosity?"
"Just a way to pay you back. I owe you and your friends my
life." He declined a refill and looked at Baile. "What do
you say? Give it a try?"
Had the question been asked a year ago he would have said
yes without hesitation. He would have fought anyone. Prize
fighting was something he had done his entire life. He had
been sixteen years old when he had fought the first time.
Naturally he had lost, but that hadn't mattered. People
believed he fought to win, but Colonel Smith had understood
why the first time he had seen Baile fight. It was about
being the master of your own fate. In the ring no one could
control him. No one could order him. In the ring he wrote
his own history. His own fate. Win or lose. That didn't
matter. It was just him and the opponent. The rest of the
world didn't matter. Nothing mattered except that short
moment. But now? There was no 'itch' inside at the thought
of it. No restlessness. But there was something. Something..
He had no idea what and that irritated him. He had gone from
knowing every urge, every desire to not knowing anything.
Fuck it. "Sure."
"Free fall pt 4"
Lt Jebidiah Baile
CO 1st Platoon
USS Galaxy
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Rihermann went from joy to despair as the fight went on. He
had placed a lot of money on the marine and the odds had
definitely been in his favor. When Baile won he'd cash out
big. But the problem was the marine wasn't winning. As far
as he could see the marine wasn't even trying. He had seen
first time fighters with a better guard than the one Baile
had. The crowd liked it though. They smelled blood and
nearly all of it belonged to the human. A vicious right hook
caught the human on the cheek and crimson blood sprayed the
ones sitting closest. He watched Baile try an armlock on his
opponent but the human lacked the strength to make it work.
The Nausicaan was simply too strong. But there was one thing
that disturbed Rihermann. He had never seen a human take so
much punishment and still stand. The Naussican was getting
tired and confused. Rihermann saw doubt had begun to settle
in the Naussican's eyes. Both knew that a human wasn't
supposed to take a beating like that. Had they turned him
into a cyborg? If that was the case then the Naussican could
beat on Baile the entire evening and still not take him
down. He screamed at Baile, trying to wake the fighter up.
bad didn't even begin to describe it. Some very dangerous
people had borrowed him substantial amounts of money for the
bet. It had been the sure thing. He had seen Baile beat the
shit out of a seasoned Klingon warrior and not even break a
sweat. There was no way the Naussican could win and yet he
was. "Get the fuck up!" his voice was hoarse from both the
shouting and the cold knot that forming in his stomach.
"Get up you faggot!"
It was strange. he had entered the primitive ring that was
made of some cheap rope with the intention of.. what? Fight?
Surely so, but that wasn't it either. Had he entered the
ring to find that motivation again? Yes, partly. He wasn't
sure exactly why but now he was there and was getting the
beating of his life. The Naussican had pounded him hard.
Every breath he took burned, every step he took fired spikes
up pain all the way from his toes up to the top of his
skull.
He hadn't felt so good in a long time.
It had taken him only a minute to realise that the real
fight wasn't with the Naussican. That fight was just an
additional motivation. The real fight was inside. The real
fight was trying to be in control. It didn't matter how he
or the Naussican moved. His desire to be in control had in a
way let the fight get out of control. The Naussican beat him
mercilessly but he could smell the confusion it felt as
strongly as he could smell the crowds taste for blood.
Rihermann's voice carried over the noise but it didn't
matter to him. All he wanted, all that mattered was driving
the bus in the direction he wanted. Another blow to the head
literally rocked his world. Slowly he sunk to his knees. The
Naussican didn't hesitate to use the advantage. Baile
couldn't blame him. At least the fucker had the mind of a
fighter. If the situation had been the opposite Baile would
have cracked his skull.
The Marine saw the kick coming but couldn't move fast
enough. He tried to roll with the kick as it connected with
the back of his head. Baile felt his teeth rattle. Had he
ever been hit that hard? He doubted it. Nor did it matter. A
few more blows like that and thye whole being in control
part wouldn't matter any more. He'd be dead.
One thing was strange though. He couldn't hear the
Naussican's heartbeat. There were no drums in his head, no
pounding beats. What the hell did that mean? The Naussican
grabbed his neck and pulled the goggles from Baile's eyes.
The marine did the only thing he could. He closed his eyes
as hard as he could.
Rihermann thought he was going to throw up when he saw Baile
go down on his knees. He grabbed the thick black hair he
sported and held tight. "Get up!" he shouted in a voice
mixed with equal part dispair and fury. The crowd roared.
They smelled blood now that the resiliant human was down on
his knees. Blood ran from his nose and mouth in crimson
tendrils, caught by gravity. Large drops of blood hit the
ground one by one. The marine fell forward, supporting
himself on his hands. Sweat dripped from his shaved head,
mixing with the blood on the floor. More blood sprayed when
a boot connected to his ribs.
He just couldn't believe what he was seeing. There was no
way that a member of the Crows would go down against a
halfwit like the one Baile was fighting. Rihermann had sat
next to Colonel Smith and listened to the main praise his
soldier up in the ring. He had seen Baile beat the crap out
of another fighter and screaming for more.
Lirfor and Drano would cut off his hands. He would be dipped
in acid and rolled in salt. He would be skinned alive and
dragged across broken glass. He had promised them a sure
win. A sure fucking win. He felt the heat drop from his
face. It was bad beyond bad.
Any hope he nursed that the marine would get back up and
turn it around was crushed when the Naussican delivered a
truly viscious uppercut which sent the human flat on his
back.
How long would it ake for Lirfor and Drano to find him?
Running was out of the question. He couldn't even hear what
his friends were saying to him. He just nodded before
pushing them aside. He had to get out of there, get some
air. It was hard to breathe. Panic clawed inside of him,
laughing at him just like his friends did right now. He had
lost everything. There was no chance in hell he would be
able to come up with the kind of cash needed to settle the
debts.
He ached all over but it was worth it. Pushing the door open
Baile stepped outside the bar. It was raining heavily
outside but he didn't even notice it. He would have felt a
lot better if he had staggered out roaring drunk, even if
that meant he had awokened in an alley somewhere.
Unfortunately he was as sober when he left the bar as he had
been when he had walked in. He still didn't know what he was
to do - stay in the marines or just leave. Starfleet
wouldn't find him if he left, but that wasn't the problem.
Staying away from conflicts was. The lure of war was too
strong for him to resist. He had understood as much after
the fight. The old rush, him, the ring and the opponent,
hadn't been there at all. Just a strong desire to eliminate
the opponent and it scared him even more how simple it would
have been to do just that. Pieces had begun to fall in
place, one by one. The warrior in him welcomed every tiny
little change, every step towards being a deadlier warrior.
The human in him didn't welcome the changes at all. The
memories that had begun to surface told him the story about
a man that was without mercy. A man that was made to fight
wars. That was a man he didn't want to become. But maybe,
just maybe he had started taking a few steps towards his
humanity. He took a few steps outside, even daring a faint
smile. He had been in control. Not by much, but his opponent
still breathed, still lived. He wanted to tilt his head
backwards and scream at the gods - "Is that all you got?".
But he didn't. The marine believed in many things, but a
god? They hadn't deserved his belief. His confirmation in
their existence. They existed, whether they were true gods
or some aliens with too much power for the good of the
universe. It didn't matter. The smile grew wider despite all
that was happening. For the first time in months there was a
light in a very dark tunnel.
"Free fall pt 5"
Lt Jebidiah Baile
CO 1st Platoon
USS Galaxy
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Rihermann watched the human that had cost him just about
everything he had in just a few minutes. He would make
Baile pay back every single credit.
They had all left him when they realized he had been ruined.
Without money he was nothing. The only ones that had
stayed had been Garner and Prodder.
It did have some advantages of ensuring loyalty through
cybernetics. They had been expensive as hell but worth
every single credit. Now those enhanced and reinforced
bodies would be the tool with which he would break
the marine.
"Baile?"
The marine stopped looking at the dark sky when he heard his
name being called out. He blinked at the raindrops falling
down towards him. His own
reflection stared back at him, hundreds of them. The
raindrops hit his face softly as he touched his lips with a
finger, tasting the water.
Rihermann kept his distance staring at Baile with cold
anger. The despair that had consumed him whilst Baile had
fought, if you could call 'that' fighting, was dissipating.
How he would recoup his losses was something that he could
not contemplate now, for his mind was cacophony of
questions, rantings, ravings, accusations, disbelief and
disappointment. Baile had
saved his life, and like a fool he had offered him his in
return. A lamb lead to the slaughter. In all his years he
never thought it would be him, Baile: a man of the Crows;
that would sever his head from his shoulders.
Anyone else, but not him. Bitterness lay at his core as he
looked upon the man that he considered a friend. He would
soon know the price of betrayal.
With a slight inclination of his head Garner and Prodder
were making their way casually to his side. Taking a step
forward Rihermann clasped his hands
together and regarded Baile clinically. Emotionless
detachment was easy for him, conscienceless as he was. In
his line of work emotions were regarded
as a luxury not afforded for the kind of transactions he
dealt in.
He began to circle the ex Crow before him, keeping his pace
regular, his eyes trailing over Baile’s body. Had the
anger not consumed him he may have taken note that even
though Baile had lost the fight, he was still standing.
Indeed during the escapade he had noted with horror how
Baile had taken each and every punch without so much as a
yelp. But now, rage coiling inside him, his own life
already served up to the Grim Reaper those facts failed to
lodge themselves in his mind.
"You could have had him." he stated simply, his voice
conveying none of the aggression he currently felt.
Anger. He could smell it. It hammered down on the senses
like artillery shells on a green meadow. Anger and fear
smelled the worst. No wonder animals attacked.
"Yes I could." he admitted after a few seconds.
"You knew the stakes?" he asked his tone pitching slightly.
The urge to lurch forward and strike the indifference out of
the man before him was fierce.
"Of course." Baile responded. It was impossible to tell
where he was looking with the goggles covering his eyes. "I
most definitely knew the stakes." His stake had never been
money. But he had won in the end.
Finally. Now he knew how to beat it.
"Then why?" Rihermann spat angrily turning in mid stride to
face Baile fully. Dust arose from his feat as he halted
stones and debris coiling in
the air around him. "You'll never understand why,
Rihermann." Baile said. He could feel the
fires start to burn again. "Take Hansel and Gretel with you
and go home while you can."
"Go home?" Rihermann repeated enraged, "Go home!!!" he
lunged forward, "Because of you I no longer have a home!" he
bellowed staring directly into Baile’s goggles. His own
reflection stared back; puffed reddened cheeks, flaring
nostrils, beady little eyes. His eyes narrowed his
frustration increasing as Baile simply stood; face neutral.
Slowly Baile pulled off the goggles. Silver eyes returned
the gaze. The darkness around them vanished. The world
around him sharpened. He could see every single reflex as
the raindrops fell towards the ground. "Find a rock and
crawl under it. It worked for you before you came here."
Rihermann stepped back crestfallen. His resolve set as he
once more regarded Baile. His anger dissipated, mingled
with the rising wind and was carried away like a shipwreck
by the tide. He simply nodded to Garner and Prodder, as
Rihermann had engaged Baile the two hit men had advanced,
their eyes locked on the marines form calculating their
assault: as the gauntlet dropped, the two charged in like
missiles and Rihermann simply stepped back watching with
out a trace of emotion across his rugged face as they began
to
pound upon Baile.
"Free fall pt 6 - final part"
Lt Jebidiah Baile
CO 1st Platoon
USS Galaxy
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Just like before the marine held back. Rihermann saw it
this time, saw the resistance. He sensed Baile’s desire
to strike back, to kill, now that his
eyes were uncovered he could see as clear as day the effort
he put into controlling himself. But Rihermann didn't care,
nor did he understand. All he could tell was that the fire
within Baile had ceased burning. The smoke that rose from
the ashes that had once been Jebidiah Baile had asphyxiated
him, and now he would watch as that same smoke coiled and
churned in the
lungs of Baile, he too would suffer the same fate. The Grim
Reaper would be expecting two for dinner tonight.
The drums started, echoing in the alley. The fires were
scorching now, eroding the walls in his mind once more. The
guards moved fast. Even he had to admit that. Cybernetics
made even the most average of fighters into
a winner. "This is your last warning." he said to Rihermann.
Restraining himself was a struggle he would lose unless they
left. He was growling now,
low and filled with a dark fury.
He had been so close. So damn close to the answer. Now
Rihermann would take it all away. "Leave you little fuck and
you'll see daylight tomorrow as well."
"I'll never see daylight." Rihermann countered grimly as he
watched with disinterest as Garner slugged Baile. "Neither
will you." he added whilst Prodder restrained Baile. He
turned his face away from the scene, Baile was already
coated in his own blood and he had no desire to have any of
it splattered upon himself. He heard the thud as Garners
fists connected with
Baile, the air as it was forced from the marine's lungs, the
blood too made a sound as it sprayed upon the ground.
Surveying his nails, picking the dirt out from beneath them
he slowly paced, occasionally looking around to check for
witnesses; there were none. As he stared down the ally
watching the smog rise above the buildings and the steam
from the ground mingle as the rain fell upon the hot paving
he noted how empty his life had been, how hollow the world
was.
"I remember you." he said slowly deep frown lines creasing
his skin, "How you used to be. I remember a man of honor. As
twisted and fucked up as you are Baile, at least you had
that." he recalled, "But what do you have now?" his question
was rhetorical. "You used to have principles, what was it
you Crows always adhered to?" he paused for drama only, "Ah
yes. never leave a man down, wasn't it?" he questioned
slowly turning round to look upon the bleeding broken
marine that sagged in the arms of Prodder. Raising a hand to
stall Garners next blow he prompted Baile for an answer.
Prodder never saw it coming despite the augmented reflexes.
All he felt was a sharp pain in his throat and a warning
from his implants that half of his
throat was missing and he was bleeding badly. After that it
all went black.
Garners's tactical assist software in his implants
summarized a warning into Garner's combat routines. That was
all that it managed to do. A loud crack echoed down the
alley as his neck snapped in right off. The body slid to the
ground as Baile let go of it. He stepped over the dead
bodyguard without a second glance. Slowly he wiped off some
of the blood that had made a deal with gravity and ran down
the corner of his mouth.
The fires burned freely now. His senses were sharper than
ever. Strangely enough he recognized it. Welcomed it. It
was like waking up after a long
slumber. The knife danced in his hand as he turned to face
Rihermann. "You know nothing of the Crows... but you are
about to learn..."
Rihermann eyeballed Baile, an emotion stirred within him
although what it was he couldn't tell. For a moment he just
stared, and then he spat, a big
mucusy glob of phlegm right into Baile’s goggle-less eyes.
Like slime it oozed down Bailes face leaving a snail trail
behind it, moist and shining; like a spider web coated in
morning due.
Baile's arm shot out and caught Rihermann by the throat.
"You always were a little shit." Effortlessly he lifted
Rihermann of the ground. "You're the
king of the hill here... well... let me tell you something
Donna... out in the real world you're the king of shit."
"And what exactly dose that make you then Baile?" Rihermann
got out in a hoarse whisper due to the confines of his
windpipe. "King of shit I may be,
but at least I am King." he retorted, "You are nothing. Do
you hear me?"
He squirmed in the marines grip, pounding his little balled
up fists into Baile’s stomach, kicking his feet against
the marine's legs, hoping in vain
to make him topple and release him.
"NOTHING!" he hollered as loudly as he could.
Baile's hand tightened. It was like turning off the sound.
Rihermann could only croak and concentrate on sucking down
the tiny amount of air he managed to inhale. "That I am..
nothing.." His hand loosened the grip for a fraction, long
enough for Rihermann to think he was letting go. It all
ended a second later. Baile practically tore the windpipe
off Rihermann's throat. A crimson river rose from the open
wound and hurled itself forward until gravity won the
struggle and pulled it down towards its bosom. Rihermann
dropped to his knees, frantically grasping his throat with
blood pouring through his fingers. "You.. fuck.. " he
croaked with the drops of life filling his mouth.
"It didn’t have to come to this.. " Baile said to the
dying man. "You should have gone home... people like you
always find a rock to hide under."
Blood had started filling Rihermann's stomach and lungs. His
mind had started floating. Collecting the stray thoughts in
his mind was becoming increasingly hard as he watched Baile
walk away, leaving Rihermann to die alone.
Hope is a fragile thing. We tell ourselves it is the last
thing that abandons us. A poet long gone once wrote:
“When Sin claps his broad wings over the battle,
And sails rejoicing in the flood of Death;
When souls are torn to everlasting fire,
And fiends of Hell rejoice upon the slain.
O who can stand?”
Baile couldn’t.
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Epilogue:
A figure broke away from the shadows in the alley. It just
stood there for a few seconds, watching the marine walk
away. The faint light from above fell down upon the human.
It was an older man, perhaps in his late forties. He held
himself with a posture kings would have killed for. Grey
strands in his black hair near his temples added strange
character to him. It wasn’t a good looking face. It seemed
to be locked in a neutral expression of observation. The
eyes was something completely different. They had seen far
too much and could no longer hide it from the rest of the
world. Yet they held a strange calmness to them, almost like
a barrier between what ever passed as a soul and the rest of
the world. As long as nothing could get past that barrier
the calm would remain.
He walked up to the dying Rihermann with calm steps and
crouched down. Death was rarely pretty, no matter what
people said. Rihermann’s eyes fought to stay open.
Recognition flared in them. A ragged breath made the blood
that poured from his throat bubble. He tried to speak but
his vocal chords refused to cooperate with him. Darkness
closed in on him in the corner of his eyes.
Failure had been so close. So very close. He had sensed it
when Baile had walked into the bar. There had been a strange
sense of equilibrium. Like the marine had reached the eye of
the storm. In another time and place he would have asked the
marine how he had gotten there. But it wasn’t another time
or place. He could only deal with the now and now he had to
do something about it. With time on his side it would have
been a simple thing to set the marine up for a very long
fall. The only problem was time hadn’t been on his side.
It had been pure luck that he had even spotted the marine.
For a little while he had even contemplated finding a couple
boosters and pay them to attack the marine. Desperation took
many shapes. Luckily it had never become more than an idea.
It would have been a purely physical attack, one that would
have no effect on the marine except bruises and cuts.
Then fate had walked through the door in the shape of
Rihermann. As he watched the events unfold during the
evening he simply knew the marine would fall. Even when the
marine had lost the fight. The stench of fury and anger had
radiated from Rihermann so strong it had nearly made his
eyes water. Even he had been forced to fight the urges it
had awoken inside of him. The marine had simply done what he
had wanted to do himself.
Rihermann’s eyes had filled with tears. The smell of fear
rose from him, a sweet sickly smell, like rotting meat. He
watched as the life faded from Rihermann as he finally gave
up. Gently he closed the man’s eyes. It had been a painful
and horrible way to die. “Thank you old friend.. you did
good.” he whispered to the dead man and stood up again,
glancing down the alley where Baile had left Rihermann to
die.
Their brother had returned.
OOC: This is a re-working of a story that I had started on the Miranda,
titled "The Akledor Chronicles." While I still intend to carry out that
series at some future point, much of the original storyline has
changed. I still liked the underlying elements of *this* story,
however, so I've decided to write them in this newly-titled series. The
prologue is basically a paste-and-cut from the original Miranda post. I
hope you all enjoy! -- MJ
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The Optimus Key - Prologue: "Regret" (Part I)
* * * * *
THARIV UTTOR, GAIANOS
252 MILLION YEARS BCE
And so, it had come to pass.
Time was an interesting thing. At least, that's the thought that
crossed her mind at the... time. She could look backward, glancing
over her shoulder to see what was, or she could look forward, though
limited the cataracal view was. Even doing just that would alter the
future time-flow itself. It helped them, though--she and the
others--when it had come time for their decision. It was why they had
sent her, this time... again.
However, this time she would do things right. Do things proper.
Space-time was fragile: There wouldn't be another re-do after this.
Speaking of time...
"Nacil, stop."
She paused, her name spoken in her language; her bronze-toned legs
stretched apart in mid-stride. A smile plied the edges of her
preternaturally wide, thin lips--amusement playing with the edges of
her almond-shaped eyes.
"Darcil," she said, her polytonal contralto speaking his name
tentively. She remained standing still, not bothering to turn to face
him--was there a point? If he had come back, there was no point. She
straightened her legs though, waiting for his answer to the question
she hadn't asked.
"I *know*, Nacil," he drew closer. "But it won't change the end, here
in the beginning. You know that," his strong poly-tenor softened to a
gentle sheen. Carefully, he stretched his hand to her bare shoulder,
elongated fingers clasping her gently, but firmly.
"Yes it will," she she replied, shrugging his grasp from herself. "This
time, we can make sure it won't begin like it ended. This *time*... *I*
can change it."
His solid cerulean eyes took her in, nictitating membranes rapidly
flicking at her stubbornness. "And if the bend closes?" he asked, a
slight growl entering the lower tonals of his voice. Almost
unconsciously, he tipped his almond-hued head toward the way they had
both just come from. "What then, Nacil? Who will come, after it begins
again--you? I think not."
She squinted her emerald orbs, aquiline nostrils flaring at his words.
"If you will stop me, Darcil, then stop me," she stated, proffering
both her wrists in his direction. She knew he could do it; knew he
would do it. Already, he *had* done it, before--at the end, before the
beginning had even started.
Instead of cuffing her, however, he slowly raised *his* arms,
stretching his fingers and turning his palms up... empty. No
Neuroblaze. No psi-force inhibitor. He was, it seemed, unarmed.
"Foolish," she replied. Unarmed, she could disable--even cease--him in
a matter of moments.
"Yes," was all he gave in reply, but not quite as an agreement to her
statement, more like he already knew what was going to--
"Did you--"
"Yes."
"But the Overwatch--"
"They didn't Nacil. The Enclave... they're in bend, now. It won't be
long. I came because... " he paused, turning his head down momentarily.
"Their gone," she finished, sensing his words before he spoke them.
He shook his head in the affirmative.
The shock hit her squarely in the chest. Searching, she stared out of
the station's transparent bioshield, searching her gaze up into the
planet's night sky. Realizing she couldn't change what had happened--or
rather, what would happen--she turned her gaze, fixing on the planet's
small, white satellite orbiting high above.
~So odd,~ she contemplated. ~Only one small, white satellite for this
lush planet; this *Gaianos*--this Garden.~ Why the Overwatch had chosen
it was a mystery, even to her. But it was *here*, on the plains of
Thariv Uttor that it had all begun--or so they had been lead to
believe. ~Or rather,~ she amended, ~had ended,~ depending from which
end you were looking from.
She sighed audibly; she was too many cycles old for this. "Why *did*
you come, hmm? To impose interstellar law again, Darcil?" She quickly
looked away from the night while adding sarcastically, "*Without* a
Neuroblaze this time?"
"No," he responded quietly, making no attempt to restrain her. *That*
surprised her: Her nemesis was not here to once again escort her back,
wrists-in-binds?
"Oh?" was all she could manage.
He reached inside his vest, pulling out a small, clear cylinder. "I had
to deliver this to you, for your--for *our*--success."
Her eyes widened, her skin flushing a deep copper color as she realized
what he held. Was it the one she had been searching for? Had he
recovered it? But why would and Interstellar Agent be helping *her*, a
classified rogue of the State? Unless...
Time.
He nodded, slowly, as his mind understood that hers was just beginning
to. He reached down, the rough, battle-worn pads of his fore-fingers
scratching over the back of her smooth hand. Transfixed by his gaze,
she barely noticed the cylinder being deposited into her hand--she was
more concerned with his body's general relationship to her own and the
beating of her own hearts.
"Darcil, I thought you couldn't--"
"Shhhh. Just... go. Time is waxing."
She didn't know what to say. What he was doing was, was--it was
tantamount to high treason. According to the Supreme Council, she and
the Overwatch were criminals: time-shifters that were feared and
loathed. IAs like him were supposed to capture and arrest agents like
her, not assist them.
She looked up at him, green eyes searching pure blue. Slowly, she
disengaged herself from him, pocketing the crystal in the flatspace
satchel attached to her wrist. "Why, Darcil? The Council will surely
strip you of your title, should they find out--"
Again, he cut her off, this time with a slow, sad nod of his head. He
blinked hard, both sets of eyelids squeezing a solitary tear down his
ochre cheek. "Because," he started to say, "The end has already met
them, and if the beginning isn't changed... well," he paused, a single
finger gently brushing her upswept cheekbone, "then their future is
already gone."
Finally, she understood.
"Then we have a job to do, before the Enclave completes their bend,
don't we?"
"Yes, we do."
"Then let's go."
They both set off, leaving the bend behind....
* * * * *
TO BE CONTINUED
"We come in Peace. Shoot to Kill"
Starring
Faylin McAllister
Allison Jimsdottir
DIPLOMACY AND YOU.
Why Phasers are Not Always the First Resort
A power point by Faylin McAllister.
The bright neon text of the mandatory Security Power Point presentation glowed on the wall opposite the main projector.
Apparently the USS Galaxy's security Department was getting a little trigger happy during Away Missions, and so a refresher course in how not to vaporize every new lifeform one came across seemed to be in order.
The Deck 7 conference room was filled wall to wall with confused looking yellow-shirts for whom the notion of NOT shooting first was almost anathema.
The slim form of Faylin McAllister stood at the front of the darkened room weilding a rather nasty looking wooden pointer which she used to tap out important points on the screen behind her.
"Now we see here in this situation the Three 'R''s of a succesful diplomatic negotiation. Can anybody name for me the three 'R's? Yes you.....uh Ensign?"
"Ensign Willis ma'am." a lanky youth in the second row nodded confidently , "The Three R's are 1. REMAINING Calm..... 2. RESPECTING different cultures....and if that fails 3. REDUCING the bastards to component molecules."
"Errrrr.......no."
In the back of the room young Allsion Jimsdottir (beloved by those near and far) stifled a yawn and slowly twidled a strand of blond hair between her fingers.
As an enlisted crewman she was not technically part of this briefing.....she wasnt expected to lead any away team mission after all. However she was here for the singular reason that she was the only one who knew how to run the overhead projector.
"Okay, lets skip this for now......next slide please crewman."
Dutifully Allison advanced the Power Point to the next screen. This one portraying a friendly looking alien waving politely to the audience.
"What do we see here in this situation?"
"Teeth." came the reply from somebody in the back.
"Teeth?"
"Yeah teeth. The alien is grittin gits teeth, and you can see big fangs.....we should set phasers to annihilate."
Fay double checke d the screen. "Its not baring teeth.....its smiling."
v
"All the same....best be careful."
***********
Time Passes
***********
Alli flipped to the next slide, a color coded 6 part list......that unfortuantely appeared upside down.
"Whoopsie." she popped forward in her seat to double check projector.
"Crewman....." came the warning from below.
"Chill already lady." Alli repleid, "Just loaded the slidesbackwards thats all....."
A few minutes of fiddling restored McAllister's screen back rightside up.
She used it however as an object lesson.
"This is exactly what I was talking about class," she indicated Allison in the back of the room. "The simplest little faux paux, can have the most drastic of consequences in a diplomatic situation. What if this was a delicate negotiation?"
"What if we inadvertantly displayed a precious religious icon upside down?"
She glanced back up at Allison who was blissfully popping her bubblegum, "What do you say crewman? What would your reaction be to a culture that we suddenly offended by a simple mistake such as yours?"
Alli frowned at the glowing screen for a moment and then down at Fay.
"Wah."
"Excuse me?"
"Wah.....Hel-lo....as in wah-wah-wah....poor little crybabies. Poor me my silly little powerpoint is upside down. Buncha alien weiners."
"Okayyyy..." Fay stated as she drew a long breath. Where the hell was that new diplomatic hottie of hers at? He could have taken this class and ran with it. "Front and center Crewman.....yes, that means you....." It took all she could to be 'diplomatic' as the little tart came bouncing to the front of the classroom with her eyes rollling.
Relieved to be pulled away from slide projector duty, Alli bounced down the stairs, little hoop earing jingling merrily. Careful to stand presenting her 'best side' to the audience, she looked up at the stern woman hovering over her.
Idly Alli wondered if some base would help cover up the crows feet at the corners of the ladies eyes.......she scowled too much.
"Excellent.... Now Crewman, pick a species....any species." Fay instantly knew what she had to do. As an instructor, it was always important to back up her lecture with examples of what 'could' happen in a given situation."
"Pick a species?" Alli repeated.
"Yes any species."
"Human," Allison declared......there was some sniggering in the back row to that one.
Fay merely gave her a look.
Geez again with the scowling......"Fine fine whatever," Alli said trying to think upsomething a little more....unique. "What about Borg? How do we negotiate with them?"
More snickering.
"We don't." She stated flatly. "Pick another Crewman....." Her voice dropped dangerously as she felt her back start to scale over. Closing her eyes and sighing, her smooth skin reappeared as she opened her eyelids and shot a look of warning to the blond.
Alli sighed and rolled her eyes. She popped her gum unconsciously as she pondered.
"Like how about a Kling.....what do you call them...oh yeah Klingons?" she finally replied hopefully.
"A Klingon....." Within a mere instant, McAlister transformed into the large species, using her height advantage now to peer down upon that pale Terran with dark eyes and a slightly ridged forehead. Staying silent, she received pleasure from the sheer shocked expression on the Crewman's face.
"Holee schmoozers!" Alli jumped back quickly nearly swallowing her gum in the process. "Where the zark did you learn that trick?"
"I suppose you did not take shape shifting 101 at the academy?" The booming voice questioned.
"Uh-huh......right." Alli sounded unconvinced eyeing the newly transformed alien quite suspiciously. Not only did she need some foundation, but she was practically screaming for some serious dental work as well.
"So...like now what?" she said.
"Exactly Crewman. Now what?" Fay retorted. "This is a very sensitive diplomatic situation that you find yourself in. The Klingon that stands before you is angered at the recent actions of Starfleet concerning a planet that his people have occupied freely for many years. What do you do? What do you say?" She paused as Allison started to open her mouth. "NO!" Fay bellowed as she watched the girl jump back yet again. "An offer of bloodwine will not solve this dilema....so, what do you do Crewman?"
"Like...uh shoot you I guess." Alli shrugged.
Her head raised slightly over the crowd. "Anyone?" The only sound that could be heard was the fragile popping of gum. Pivoting sharply on her boot, and almost loosing her balance from the stupid things, she barked yet again. "Lose the damn gum Crewman...or I'll rip it from your throat!"
Pop! Was the only reply.
The growl that eminated from the vocal cords of the Klingon was dangerously low and sinister. "Last warning....remove the gum or you will be written up for insubordination. Need I remind you that I *am* your superior officer?"
Apparantly.
Alli was quite the collector of insubbordination write ups, and they all seemed to stem from rather mundane things.....Dont chew Gum....Dont wear flashy jewelry.....dont throw spaghetti in the mess hall. Geez....she felt like she was back home getting lectured by Mother.
Holding up a finger to put Fay on hold, Alli walked back off stage to a trashcan and daintily plopped the gum therein. Walking back to the irritated Klingon she planted herself happily until she remebered she was supposed to be doing something.
"I'm an irritated Klingon crewman......" Fay growled, " What do you do."
Pondering that one for a moment, Alli stuck out her finger......"BANG....you're dead."
"You...my dear...just started a war. Congrats..." McAlister hissed before transforming back into her usual, much more pleasing appearance. "Which reminds me. Crewman, for that wonderful answer of yours, I will be presenting the Chief of Security with orders to have you take remedial diplomacy training every Saturday morning for the next three months." Her scowl was replaced by an overly sweet smile as Fay reached into her pocket, extracted a rather large piece of bubblegum, unwrapped it, and popped it into her mouth. "Now....shall we continue class?"
Rolling her eyes, Alli turned on her heels and trudged back up the stairs to her waiting slide projector. Another series of Saturdays down the drain. Geez....she's done remedial seminars in everything from Proper Dress codes....to Care and feeding of angry Denebian Slime Devils......to how to polish a Photon Bazooka.
Somewhat angrily she stabbed a pink fingernail into the the advance button and clicked over to the next slide. Not that spending the next several Saturdays with Ms. Snagletooth was going to exciting or anything.
"Thank you Crewman.....now........."
"Predator and Prey" Part One
*Baile's language warning goes here. lol*
Lt Jebidiah Baile
CO 1st Platoon
USS Galaxy
&
Lt. (j.g.) Faylin McAlister
JAG - Liaison Corp
USS Galaxy
--------------
Location: Some Random Corridor
On her own again, the new found sense of freedom wrapped around Faylin
and offered a tight comforting hug. Walking through the corridors of
the ship helped clear her head as well as the opportunity to make new
acquaintances.
Lights. He had learned to hate it. Light meant pain. Pain meant anger.
Anger meant.. a lot of things. He had learned more than he would have
liked in that bar. Insight as a result of being sober. That was a
first.
Raising her head, she took in the view of the man that looked worn.
Worn, in this case was an understatement. "Are you...okay?" She half
asked the question, inwardly wondering if part of her brain that
permitted the question to be asked was firing on all cylinders.
Had he seen her somewhere? Faces blended into each other. So many.
"Okay... " he repeated slowly. His right hand slowly opened and he
watched the back of his hand. It now had a tattoo of a large stylized
scorpion on it. The stinger extended out onto the thumb. "Define
okay..."
"Geesh...." Faylin cringed at the sight at first, then was drawn to
it out of a morbid fascination that was ingrained within her.
"Um....shouldn't you have that removed? It looks a little painful."
"Why would I want it removed?" he asked, a little puzzled. Slowly he
removed the sweater that covered his arms. Black lines in various
shapes and forms circled his arms. The head of a crow rested on the
his neck, wings spread across his shoulders. The tip of the wings
ended far down on what was now a biceps much larger than when the
tattoos were made.
"Nevermind." She stated slowly closing her eyes and shaking her head.
First that dimwitted AV Crewman and now this.
"It's been a rough few days. Faylin McAlister...JAG...and you are?"
"Baile." was all he said. To say he was a marine would have been
fairly redundant. Marines often lacked the well groomed appearance
sported by most Starfleet personnel.
"I see." She grew silent for a moment. Swallowing the sudden
nervousness she felt, Fay smiled a little soft unsure smile meant to
attempt to ease. "It's nice to meet you...I think."
"You think?" he chuckled. "Going places?"
"Yeah....I think. I'll know better after a few drinks...up for it Baile?"
He eyed her from top to bottom. There was something that was not
right. What it was he had no idea. Did he care? Not really. "Sure.
Lead the way."
"K...." She winked at him before turning and leading him to the usual
watering hole on board the Galaxy. Entering the establishment, her
eyes instantly scanned for crew members that might spell out trouble.
None spotted, no scenes, she breathed a rather large sigh of relief.
Finding a spot, she sat, watching him with a narrowed, curious gaze as
he sat. "What do you want?"
"Vodka. Tall glass, no ice." No drums. That was always a welcome
change. He pulled out a chair and sat down.
"K." She stated simply and stood, walking over and ordering their
drinks without so much as another word to the man that she thought was
rather odd, yet interesting. Sitting, she placed his in front of him
and took a gentle sip of her Long Island.
Baile took the glass and emptied it. It burned all the way down, but
the feeling was the same as it had been in the bar. Nothing happened.
"I've seen you somewhere before." he said when the burn in his throat
had vanished.
"You've likely seen me in more than one form.....I was on Romulus
during the battle.....I've had a *past* that we could have seen each
other....anything is possible." She stated quietly.
The marine nodded. "Anything is possible... " he cocked an eyebrow.
"Are you the one causing Jonas all the trouble?"
She smiled, tilted her head and shook it back and forth with a
recognition that admitted her guilt. "Yes....don't tell me you are
going to come to his rescue as well?"
"I don't give a fuck what you two do.. " Baile replied. Once he had
cared. He knew that. But to the victor goes the spoils. "Besides.. I
didn't know he needed rescuing."
"Well, thank you." She retorted as she took the last sip of her
drink. "You have to be the only person alive on this ship that
doesn't care. And to that...I am thankful." Smirking at her now
empty glass, she glanced over. "Want a refill?"
He nodded. "Same." At least the vodka didn't try and make holes in his
stomach. Nor could it fuel rockets very well like the rotgut he had
been drinking in the bar. "I'm curious though. Why?"
"Why what?" She stated as she came back holding the bottle and a shot
glass for herself. "Why did I screw around with him?"
"That's one way to put it." He took the bottle and filled her glass up
to the rim and did the same for himself although his glass was much
bigger. "Cheers."
"Ass to the sky..." She muttered before shooting the glass upwards.
Swallowing roughly, she pondered his question. "Cause I could....and
if you have a problem with that...that's your problem...not mine
honey."
"Don't mistake a question for caring.. "
"Why would I do that?" She smirked before pouring another shot and
placing it down on the table gently.
"Because you seem to think that everyone else on board cares what you two do.."
"Touche' Baile. Do you care about anything? Other than your alcohol
and sarcastic comments?"
He held up the glass, slowly rotating it. "I can't get drunk. I can't
get fucking drunk. That I care about."
"Come again? You can't get drunk? Everybody can get drunk....I'm on
my way...."
"I've tried.. believe me.. I've tried.. " he put the glass down again.
"You've tried? God..I am so tired of Marine's constantly whining...."
He leaned back and chuckled. "Attitude to go with the past, I take it?"
"You guys lack balls...period. When your not whining, your crying
about loosing your women." She stated with smirk and slammed her glass
down on the table. "Perhaps I've lost all emotion."
"Perhaps you have.. and perhaps we lack balls. Perhaps not. Who gives a fuck?"
She slightly giggled. "Nice catch phrase. You are...lovely company."
"That's a first.." Baile cocked and eyebrow and pulled off the
goggles. He needed to see. Not watch. The light made him blink a few
times before they adjusted to the sudden change in brightness.
"You okay?" She responded softly as he blinked.
"The light.. hurts my eyes.. " he responded with dark amusement. "I
prefer the dark... it's more.. me.."
Fay shook her head again, smiling at the wording. "Join the club."
Maya had said it took evil to know evil. That meant it took a killer
to know a killer. That's what she was. Or was trying to be. He didn't
understand it nor cared enough to try and understand it. It was the
Galaxy. Ship of screw ups and freaks. "Someone gave me these eyes."
"As long as you can see....who cares where they came from." She
retorted, her voice falling to a dangerous level for the first time
since they met.
"I do.. They didn't ask nicely."
"Who does anymore? No one that I know. People just take what they want....."
"Who's whining now?"
"Hey...I'm not whining....You'll know when I whine."
"Of course I will." He didn't even bother to cover up the sarcasm in his voice.
Clearing her throat, she sighed. "You don't get laid very often...do you?"
"Sudden change of topic that.."
"It would explain a lot."
"I'm sure it would. Not to mention my relation to my mother and
father." he added. "Now that we've covered me - what's your excuse?"
"What do you think it is?"
"Too much sex, perhaps?"
"Jealous?" She retorted with a dark laugh.
"Very. Can't you tell?"
And with that, she laughed outright, the scowl lifted, replaced by the
softness that was usually present.
"How old are you?" he asked her when her laugh had silenced. He had
never been one to obey social rules. Why start now?
"I'm way past legal." She retorted with a wry humor.
"Predator and Prey" Part Two
*Baile's language warning goes here. lol*
Lt Jebidiah Baile
CO 1st Platoon
USS Galaxy
&
Lt. (j.g.) Faylin McAlister
JAG - Liaison Corp
USS Galaxy
"I'm way past legal." She retorted with a wry humor.
"According to who?" Baile responded just as wry.
"According to my birth date...." 'Cheeky little monkey.' Fay thought
to herself.
"Tell me something, Sparky.. what do you think about Starfleet?" he
suddenly said.
Her head whipped around from the previous position of watching the
bar. Knitting her eyebrows, her eyes narrowed and flashed somewhat
dangerously. "Why do you ask?"
"Just wondering from your earlier statement.. no balls and all." He
noted her movements. Touchy subject. Could be fun to explore further.
"Uh huh....." Was all she offered. She needed to pull herself
together, for some reason, this man was able to dissect her with just
a look and it was disturbing, but amusing.
"Well?"
She leaned forward and spoke in almost a whisper. "I've done what
I've had to do...and I'm here because I have to be right now for the
Fleet. Answer your question?"
"Not really. It only tells me you have to be here. Not what you think
about Starfleet." Baile shrugged slightly.
"Well, we all have secrets to keep, don't we?" She arched her
eyebrows, all playfulness gone from her eyes.
"Most definitely." Baile admitted, still leaning back in the chair.
"Personally I wouldn't care if Starfleet got blown to shits... now
that I've shown you mine.. " he let the words trail off.
"Well....mine is something I can't really show in public." McAlister
stated with a half smirk appearing across her features. "Of
course...I know you don't care about that...but...I do."
"Who are you trying to fool?" Baile interlaced his fingers behind his
neck and stretched. "Me or yourself?"
She stayed silent, her eyes shifting from the table back to his gaze.
"Uh....you?"
He shook his head. "You'll have to work a little harder.. "
Fay sighed with an aggravated manner. "You..okay..You and me
both......Satisfied Baile?"
Again he shook his head. "Not really.. but the truth starts with you..
and truth is subject to.. subjectivity, isn't it?"
"So it is...." She paused, taking another shot. "What satisfies you honestly?"
"The truth?" he chuckled.
"Of course the truth..." She instantly regretted that statement.
"You can't handle the truth.." Baile said and gave her a cheeky wink."
"Oh give me a break Baile. I used to kill people for a
living.....give it up." She stated with humor.
"That was the big mystery? Killing people?" Baile replied, running a
hand over his newly shaved head.
"No...would you just tell me what satisfies you already? God...it's
like pulling teeth..."
He guess he could try and find out if it had been the truth but to
what end? It wouldn't matter to him any way. "Why do you care so
much?"
"Fine....in all honestly, I don't. It was an attempt at feeble
conversation." She spat.
"That's better... Is that the person you're trying to hide to
everyone else? All anger and attitude?" he chuckled slightly and
started polishing the goggles. In his mind he saw an image of a warped
shrink that would shoot the patients to shreds if he didn't like them.
He shook his head at the image and dismissed it.
"Yes." She stated simply. "Now...answer my question....or you'll
really see some attitude...."
Baile's eyes flashed at the words. Aches and pains from old bruises
faded away. With some irritation he forced his body to stand down.
"Careful.. " he said and stretched out to reach the bottle.
"Or what?" She stated forcefully with a smirk. "You'll give me a tattoo?"
"You don't want to go there, Barbie.." Irritation was building up
inside, but it was surprisingly easy to control it. Not like before.
He was still dying, he knew that, but he had been granted some control
over himself. Any control was better than it had been before.
"Barbie? That's a first. I'm about the farthest thing from silicone
parts and dizziness that you've ever seen. However....'what do you
care'" Her tone mocking in nature and was rising with irritation.
She pushed her chair back slightly, raising her left leg, placing the
heel of her boot on the edge of the chair. The other leg extended
slightly, resulting in a slow arch of flesh and bone as her position
relaxed instead of tensed. Her elbow rested on her raised knee as she
regarded him silently, knowing that she shouldn't push him...yet...as
he stated so many times before, she didn't care.
Fay missed the challenge of angering someone to the point of action,
even if it was missed by only a few hours. "Obviously, I know
something that satisfies you.....those blow up dolls in your closet."
She vocalized before downing another shot
"You best click your heels together three times Dorothy.. because if
that's the best you can do then only thing here for you is a world of
hurt." This was yet another reason to leave Starfleet.. every shit
headed punk with a chip on their shoulders picked fights. "Start fight
with me and I will kill you." he finished calmly and let the fires
burn freely.
Shaking her head as he spoke, the light smile that formed broke into a
huge grin. "Look, we could continue to sit here and wag our
appendages in each other's faces declaring that our own is bigger than
the other one, or we can just admit that we both house the ability to
kill each other and move on with things. What would you like to
do...my dear man?"
"Shooting the Bearer" [Backpost]
Set after the trip to Barzan and before the Katra Infestation
M'Kantu
Suder
*****
USS Galaxy
Deck 1
Outside Captain's Ready Room
His parents were hard people to fool, Andy reflected as he waited
outside of M'Kantu's office. He'd only succeeded once so far in his
lifetime- at age six and then he'd confessed because he couldn't stand
the guilt. So it was little surprise that they'd seen right through his
'I'll be leaving here soon to get on with my life' and 'I'll probably
leave next week' and called Andy on it. His father had said in his
polite way that maybe life on board Galaxy was what he needed right now.
His mother had told him to cut the bullshit and that there would always
be a job waiting if he got tired of playing nice.
Saul was going to shit a brick, Andy thought with a grin.
Of course, it ultimately depended on what the Captain decided and since
Andy was about to tell him something the man wasn't going to want to
hear, he decided he'd be lucky if M'Kantu even let him stay on board
another minute, let alone stay.
"Come in," M'Kantu's voice announced through the speaker.
Here goes nothing, Andy thought.
Suder was not the last person that Daren wanted to see, or even one of
the last dozen people on that list - there were a number of people whose
names all started with 'Admiral' that currently occupied those positions
- but he had the potential to leapfrog higher than anyone that didn't
have that title. Dragging the Betazoid blackmailer to Barzan hadn't been
something that Daren had wanted to do, but there hadn't been a choice to
it. Now, however, the time had come to hear the man out and be rid of
him.
"It's time," Andrus told him.
Actually, Daren thought, looking at his blackmailer, it was probably
long past time. He chose to merely nod in acknowledgement though, seeing
no reason to add verbal barbs to what he knew the man could sense
telepathically.
"For what it's worth, Captain, I'm sorry you had to learn about your
daughter this way," the Betazoid said as he took the small chip and
placed it on the table.
Daren met Suder's eyes. "Not sorry enough, though, were you, Mr. Suder?"
he asked, knowing that there wouldn't be an answer.
"I'll wait outside until you're ready for me," Andy said. He thought
about that statement and then decided to clarify. "Er, outside your
office that is."
"If waiting outside the airlock is more to your tastes, by all means,"
Daren offered with a false pleasantness, "feel free."
He looked down at the chip until Suder had departed, picked it up, and
finally slotted it into the small reader on his desk and scanned the
information once... then a second time... and then a third, as if it
might have changed in-between readings.
It hadn't.
Without reading the information a fourth time, he set the reader down,
closed his eyes, and offered up a prayer to Allah for strength, wisdom,
and, most of all, the patience not to do something rash to the bearer of
the news he'd just received. Only when he was certain that Suder's life
expectancy was likely to extend past the rest of their conversation did
Daren open them again and key the intercom. "Suder. Inside. Now."
Andy entered again, sat down and waited. You didn't have to be a
telepath to see the turmoil in the man; didn't have to be a genius to
know that it was safer to speak after being spoken to.
"You've read this." The words were a statement, not a question. "How
accurate do you think it is?"
"It's accurate," Andrus replied. "The man who found the information was
the best at what he does but to be sure, I went and checked for myself.
She was there."
"You went... and checked?" Daren considered simply killing the man on
the spot; actually going so far as to consider what story he could use
to explain it before discarding the idea. There were more important
issues at stake than personal satisfaction of that sort. Like why his
daughter was in a stasis cube in a rental storage facility in a suburb
of the third-largest city on Romulus in the first place.
Sticks and stones, Andy thought while he shrugged. "I guess I'd spent
too much time with the Romulans not to be just a little bit suspicious.
I can tell you what I saw but I also like the way my face is arranged
so...."
"You went and checked," Daren repeated quietly, "and you did nothing?"
"What the fuck was I supposed to do, Captain?" The Betazoid said
harshly, perhaps feeding off of the other man's emotions or perhaps
allowing his own emotions to get the better of him. "Stick her on the
back of a hover bike and haul her around Romulus in her stasis cube?"
"Considering what was about to happen there, yes," Daren snapped. "You
might have tried. As it is," he stood up abruptly, blood roaring in his
ears, "What you've done is guarantee that one of us isn't leaving this
room without medical assistance." Daren hadn't been in a life or death
hand-to-hand combat in over a decade, but he worked out regularly, just
in case the moment came again. He'd just never thought that the moment
would be like this - for this reason. He never thought it would be
because his daughter had been left on Romulus to die.
"You're lucky I try to plan ahead," Andy said through clenched teeth. "I
arranged instead to have your damned daughter taken off that hell hole
and taken some place safe."
Suder's words stopped Daren as he rounded the desk, perhaps the only
words - outside of a simple 'Stop' from June - that could have done so.
What?" he growled." If Suder was lying to buy time, then.... "What did
you say?"
"I said," Andrus replied. "I plan ahead. She's safe. I'll give you the
planet; you let me stay."
"You...." Daren tried to master himself. "You... Stay? Here? On this
ship? On *my* ship?"
Andy felt some pity for the man but not enough. It wasn't like he had
made this mess that lay at M'Kantu's feet; he was just exploiting it. "I
like it here, excluding the death threats of course."
"You... like it here." Daren brought up an image of June in his mind,
her smile, the sound of her voice, her scent, and let it drain the anger
from him. He couldn't let violence spoil his chance to help his
daughter, not now.
"I'm tired, Captain," Andrus replied flatly. "Here's as good a place as
any. And if you ever want to borrow a book, I can conveniently find
someplace else to be for a few hours."
"And that's the only reason? You like it here?" Daren's anger was back
under control. He wasn't going to fail his daughter again - no matter
what it cost him.
Andrus wasn't so lucky. His whole body felt like it was shaking, anger
coursing through his body like blood. "For no sinister reasons, I assure
you."
"Just so we're clear, Mr. Suder, you need to realize that if you produce
one more piece of information like this, introduce one more 'oh, I
forgot to tell you,' then I am going to personally space you. Is that
understood?"
"Agreed."
"Then you're staying until you leave of your own free will - or commit
an act of a criminal nature that will allow me to remove you from this
ship's personnel roster," Daren replied. "Now tell me which planet or
station my daughter's stasis box is on is, and where you sent her on
it."
"Earth," Andy replied humorlessly. "Tanzania. Home."
"Earth. Tanzania." Better - by far - than Daren might have hoped for,
but worse in other ways than he'd feared. There were people there that
didn't need to know about his daughter or her whereabouts. "Whose home?"
"She's with my parents," The Betazoid replied, his eyes hardening.
"Refrain from any comments, Daren. Even I have my limits."
Oddly, asking if Suder *had* parents wasn't one of the things Daren had
thought of. He was too busy with the thousand other things on his mind.
"Earth isn't a safe place for her, Mr. Suder. If she's with your
parents, then several of my questions are moot. I'll just ask the one,
then: How is she?"
"She's doing better," Andy said. "My parents say she likes the sun."
"She... likes the sun." Daren let the words roll around in his head. His
daughter liked the sun. Of course she liked the sun - that was one of
the things that he'd always liked about home: the feel of the sun on his
face as he stood on the plains that seemed to go on forever. "You took
her out of the stasis box?"
Andrus rolled her eyes. "Of course we took her out of stasis." "I may be
a bastard but I'm not a fucking bastard," He threw over his shoulder as
he left.
Daren stared at the closed door after Suder departed. She was out of
stasis. In Tanzania. With Suder's family. The ways that the situation
could go wrong were so numerous that he couldn't even count them all.
His daughter was on Earth, one of the last two places that she should be
- and he was here. June, he should call June and get her to... no, this
couldn't be discussed over an open comm., especially not with Livia
Proctor probably scanning every word he sent for secret messages to find
a reason to court-martial him. And how did he explain this to June? How
could he when he didn't even understand it himself?
He sighed and put his head in his hands. This would be so much easier if
June were here aboard the Galaxy. She'd know what to do. She always knew
what to do. Allah, he missed her.
Tiny New Office Pt. III
John C. Richardson, Ph.D
Ensign, Starfleet Liaison Corps
Diplomatic Officer, U.S.S. Galaxy
&
Mary-Grace Stuart (NPC)
Yeoman 2nd Class, Starfleet
Aide, Diplomatic Officer, U.S.S. Galaxy
Offices- Liaison Department. Deck 17
'Score one for the new guy' John thought proudly as he approached the doors to the office labeled "Diplomatic Officer". His little verbal sparring session with Lieutenant McAlister was fun, although he realized he needed to make an effort to strike up real conversation in the future. That would not be a fun person to have as an enemy...
John set down his black Starfleet duffelbag and straightened his uniform coat. John had been in some pretty terrible work environments in the past, and he always braced himself for the worst concerning his office situation. John narrowed his eyes, inhaled sharply, and stepped forward to a 'Woosh' sound as his office doors opened automatically.
"Sir," said Petty Officer Second Class Mary-Grace Stuart, " welcome to your tiny new office."
Petty Officer Stuart's grin stretched from ear to ear as she saw Richardson's jaw visibly drop.
"My God," muttered Richardson "This is unbelievable...Miss Stuart, this isn't really my office, right?"
Mary-Grace stood about 15 feet away, next to a gorgeous oak desk with an executive-style chair behind it. The room was maybe 20 feet by 20 feet, with a hatch that was labeled 'Diplomatic Officer's head' on the far port side of the room.
"Oh yes, sir." answered Stuart with her signature Southern drawl. "This is as much your office as it is Galaxy's Diplomatic showroom. Any dignitary or otherwise who comes to the Liaison department has the potential of walking in this office, sir, and as such it needs to look the part. Also, I took the liberty of hanging your plaques and certificates, Docta. I had your personal belongings, save the duffel of clothing you carried aboard, moved to your quarters here on deck 17." She flashed her perfect smile at John as he stood there, dumbfounded, and said "If it's any consolation, sir, your quarters aren't nearly as nice as this office."
"Miss Stuart," mumbled John, "I'm in a bit of shock right now." John began walking around the office and observing the amenities, with Stuart still standing proudly at ease near his desk.
"These are my books!" John said loudly as he walked over towards the immaculate oak bookshelf near his obscenely-large desk. He stood up for a moment, and walked slowly over to Petty Officer Stuart. "You arranged all this, didn't you Petty Officer?"
Mary-Grace continued to stand 'at ease', but her face turned slightly red when she saw Richardson's face beam a bright smile in her direction.
"Yes, sir...I...Well sir, when I found out who our new Diplomatic Officer was going to be, I did a lot of background research. I read your Curriculum Vitae, got access to your personnel files...sir, you're an amazing man. I wanted to make a good first impression."
Now it was Richardson with a slightly reddened face, his head tilted down slightly as the young woman spoke.
"Miss Stuart, thank you for your kind words, but I'm definitely not a 'great man'. Now Willard Decker or Hikaru Sulu...those were great men."
Stuart was quick to interject.
"Docta, I mean, you served in combat in the Dominion War, and Sir you've published some really brilliant stuff. It's so hard to get a commission in the Liaison Corps, sir, I just really respect you. I wanted to do this right."
John smiled at Mary-Grace, and offered her a seat in one of the two chairs directly across from his new desk. She took his offer, and John sat next to her in the other seat.
"Mary Grace, you said you went to Ole Miss, right?"
"Yes sir." Mary Grace responded, delighted that he remembered the detail.
"So, you've got a college degree. You're, what, 26?" John said.
"25, sir"
"25, and already a Second Class Petty Officer! That's quite a promotion track you've got there." John smiled at Mary-Grace, paused, and then looked at her intently. "You want to be a diplomat, don't you Mary-Grace."
Stuart nodded her head slightly, and had a somewhat embarrassed grin on her face. "Since I was ten years old, sir. I already speak 3 languages, and I'm working on my Masters degree in in Diplomatic Studies from the Starfleet Postgraduate School's Non-Resident Program. I'd like to do what you do, Docta."
John stood up and put his hand on the young woman's shoulder, and smiled warmly at her. He then walked over to the door and grabbed his black duffelbag.
"So, here's how I see it." said Richardson, Stuart still sitting in the chair. "We both want the same thing, Miss Stuart, to stop wars before any blood needs to be shed. Right?"
"Yes sir" said Mary-Grace, popping to attention from her chair.
"No, none of that in here, Mary-Grace. We're colleagues, and in this office I'm not 'sir' or 'Doctor'. I'm Jack, and only my friends get to call me Jack."
Petty Officer Stuart looked surprised, and didn't quite know how to react.
"We work on a first name basis, unless 'brass' is flying around. It's our job to make people who don't like each other much come to understanding, Mary-Grace. That means hours and days and weeks of research, and it means being able to work well together. So what do you say? Are we a team? Can I count on you?"
Mary-Grace stood infront of her chair for a moment, before turning to her left and walking towards Richardson. She extended her hand towards her new boss, and smiled at him. "You can count on me, Jack."
"Good." said Richardson, returning the gesture and nodding politely. "Now Mary-Grace, I'm going to need some background information on Galaxy's past few operations, with a full briefing on any non-Federation entities involved by 0800 tomorrow." John winked at the Yeoman "I know things move slowly in the South, but we need to be able to get stuff done quickly here."
Stuart grinned back, and deadpanned "You'll have it, Jack, quicker than Union forces yelled "Retreat" at Bull Run."
"Great." shot back Richardson. "Oh, and Mary-Grace? I'm going to need some information on the Captain ASAP. I'm going to change into my Dress Uniform and go see him in 30 or so minutes."
Stuart dropped the grin, and gave Richardson a serious look. "I'm on it. I'll be back in 10 minutes. Good luck, Sir."
"Elder's Revenge"
V'Rix (Commander Brian Elessidil, Chief Counsellor)
Sotha (Lieutenant Saul Bental, Chief of Intelligence)
***
Talvalen
140 years after launch
***
He lived a full, exciting life. He achieved his goals, ascended to the top of the pyramid, gained wealth, respect and power beyond the wildest dreams of those who grew up with.
But the path he chose had no rocking chair by the fireplace in the end of it, neither virtual nor real. Just like he hungered to climb up the ladder in his youth, there were now many other Rihanssu under his command - all of them born on the Talvalen, none of them ever setting foot on Vulcan's sands - that waited tensely for the old man to clear the stage.
Even now, when he was nearly a century and a half old, he could not
rest and could not retire. In his position, death was the only way to resign your duty. For better and for worse, he was in charge of the Talvalen's entire intelligence and secret police agencies until the day he inhales his final breath.
And that day, as the cliche goes, was coming faster than he thought.
Unlike arch-directors before him, Director Sotha remained directly involved at field work. He relayed some of the less crucial responsibilities to his lieutenants (none of them too ambitious; He was smart enough to manipulate the ambitious ones into transferring to the armed forces, or to the wrong side of airlock doors), and the time freed was used by him to get his old boots dirty.
In the weeks before reaching the planet that would hopefully become his permanent home, director Sotha's attention was focused on V'rix, an old man about his own age.
For all those years that the director had spent reaching the pinnacle of power he had attained, V'rix had spent his in relative obscurity. It was likely no one would ever have even heard of him had it not been for a brief stint as sector representative on the tribal council. But in that time he'd learned that politics were not for him, that what he wanted, what he saw as possible, was not what the majority of his people wanted. So with little fanfare, he'd returned to the quiet life he'd led before Maec had talked him into running.
But deep within, the fire still burned. The angry, taciturn boy, the idealistic young man, the mature groundskeeper, all of those who were V'rix at different stages of his life were still there, and they all still felt the loss of the natural places that had so long ago been taken for other purposes or left starved of the simple resources needed to give them life. It had been like part of his own soul suffering as well; yet sometimes, suffering could kindle a fire of spirit that no amount of time or loss could extinguish. That fire still burned deep within this quiet man, waiting for the day when he could return to his vision of what could have, should have, been.
V'rix had every intention of making sure his home -- the idealized home that had existed now only in his mind for so many years -- was never taken away again. When he'd heard that a planet had been found, he knew it was time make his plans. He was going to start his own colony, far from the others, far from the near-sighted control of those who'd held power on the Talvalen for too long. Slowly, quietly, he'd already begun gathering the tools and materials he'd need to reunite with nature. He'd informed only a select few of his intentions, hoping they'd share his interest and would join him. He was a simple, reasonable man. He wanted only to be surrounded by other simple, reasonable people, and the bounty of nature.
A century ago, the director might have joined him gladly. Who needs to climb up the hierarchy when you can break loose from the chains of status? But time fixates people, and instead of sympathizing or even supporting V'rix, the director could think of only one thing.
If this gets out of hand it will be Vennetir and the massacre, all over again.
So he stretched his spying fingers, slowly but systematically unveiling V'rix's plan. One of V'rix's simple, reasonable men was reasonable enough to spy on V'rix in exchange for his well being, and from there Sotha could deduct much of V'rix's actions by monitoring the official and unofficial resource and equipment gathering. It was a tedious process, one that required much of patience.
An old man's patience.
* * *
With a shudder, Counselor Elessidil snapped back to his surroundings on the bridge. His eyes felt heavy, his vision foggy and even his telepathic sense somewhat askew. For a moment, he thought he'd dozed off, but he'd never fallen asleep on duty in his life, nor did he recall feeling all that tired.
What just happened?
Already he could feel waves of confusion coming from all over the ship, suggesting that whatever he'd just experienced wasn't isolated to him alone. Yet he still had no idea what it was. From what he could tell, nothing had changed on the bridge, nor could he even notice even a slight change in his own position.
He blinked a few times, then looked over toward Saul to see if he'd noticed anything.
He hadn't finished turning around when the fist connected with his cheek.
He tumbled and fell on the floor, not much out of the strength of the punch as out of the surprise. Saul followed, kneeling on his chest and reaching for his neck as though... as though he was trying... Vulcan pinch?
"Ma la'azazel?"
Saul rolled off him, letting his gasp for air. The intelligence chief shook his head, reaching for his pocket. It was empty. Thing was flying around his hair in horror.
"Ah, kus emek..." He swore and glanced at Brian, obviously dumbfounded. "Sorry V'rix, I... oh man."
Regaining his wind and stroking his now throbbing jaw with one hand and his sore neck with the other, Elessidil looked at Saul with a mix of surprise and frustration as eyes from all across the bridge focused on them. "What the hell...?" V'rix. V'rix? For some reason, the word sounded familiar, even though the counselor had no idea what it meant. He wanted to probe Saul's mind directly just to see if the other man had completely lost his marbles but that creature was buzzing around interfering with his telepathy.
"Maybe you'd like to tell what that was all about?" he huffed.
"I had them raid your outpost. Lord Valen wasn't happy about it, but it was hardly a threat on his leadership and with the bad things that began to happen his attention was drawn away. But I wanted to get the job done and it was easier to think about your outpost rather than-- don't look at me like that. You have no idea what I'm talking about, do you?"
"None whatsoever," the counselor honestly replied, though he did find himself with an inexplicable feeling of anger at Saul's admission.
Saul looked around him. The rest of the bridge crew looked equally puzzled, but from the half-sentences his ear caught it seemed that each of them experienced something similar to what he just did.
It was the route to Trill all over again, but this time it wasn't even their own memories.
Then, Saul's eyes met the chronometer. He bit his lower lip, realizing that he lived a century and a half in the span of minutes.
Inconceivable.
"It seems that... some of us experienced the lives of others. Exiling Vulcans, Proto-Romulans if you want..."
How could this be? Is this kind of hallucination he was having, as part of his Katra transfer? He never trusted that method; If he were a hundred years younger, he'd face the planet's perils without depositing his soul.
Brian got back to his feet. A moment later standing almost face to face with Saul. "Strike me down as many times as you wish, but I will live my life on my terms," he said menacingly. Then he blinked a few times again. Why had he said that? He meant it, he knew he had to say it, but he had no idea why. "Saul, I - I'm sorry," he added, sounding a little confused. "I don't know why I said that."
The Dutchman smirked bitterly. "V'rix said something like that when he tried to interfere with my... Sotha's... Katra transfer. My last memory before waking up here is his face coming close. Guess he wanted revenge... not that it mattered, they all died anyway. Must have. Otherwise the planet below would've been crawling with Romulans."
"Yeah - yeah, I guess so," Elessidil agreed, a little confusion still lingering in his voice. "Why am I not remembering any of this as clearly as you seem to be? I mean, the name seems familiar and the anger, but I still don't know anything beyond what you've told me." His unspoken concern was that these deep subconscious feelings might manifest themselves at any time.
"We'll have to figure it all out later." Saul said. The Captain was already giving orders to the disoriented bridge crew, and small talks in times of emergency were glared upon. "Let's just keep a safe distance for now, in case one of us goes berserk."
"Agreed...but Saul, I want to talk more about this when things settle down."
"Sure. Welcome back, counsellor Brian." Saul said. Usually, he would accompany this with a cordial tap on the Commander's shoulder, but he decided to take no more risks.
Both men returned to their stations, the echos of a past not their own following their trails.
"Familiar Faces"
Lieutenant Nathan Everett
Commander Arel Smith
===
Officers' Lounge, Deep Space Five
Nathan wasn't really sure why he kept coming here.
Sure, the drinks were good, and the view of the stars outside was
spectacular, but Nathan was used to being with friends at a place like
this. He didn't know anyone on DS5, and while he wasn't one of those
quiet, dull introverts at all, it wasn't as much fun drinking with
strangers.
He took another sip of his kanar and spun about in his seat at the
bar, looking out at the small crowd. When he recognized the woman
sitting by herself at a table near the viewport, he nearly fell out of
his chair.
Fortunately for his public image, Nathan recovered, and actually
managed to turn the near-fall into a rather graceful dismount from the
barstool. He grabbed his drink off of the bar, looked around to make
sure nobody had noticed the slip-up, and made his way over to the
table.
"Arel!" he called out as he approached her table, a bright smile on his
face. "Damn, it's nice to finally see a familiar face." He slid into
the chair across from her without asking, leaning back and getting
comfortable as he smiled at the Miranda's former security chief.
"So, how ya doin'?"
Once upon a time Arel would have nearly thrown her computer PADD (and
its download of a Dickens novel) across the room in an attempt to hide
that she could read but she'd changed since her "death." Now she only
pushed it away with her elbow.
"I was enjoying a nice quiet drink," Arel replied although she
couldn't quite bring herself to growl at him. Nathan had an infectious
sort of personality - you either liked him or you wanted to smack him
around a lot. Well, maybe both ...
"Eh, nice and quiet're overrated, darlin'." Cowboy grinned and took a
sip of his drink. "What're you doin' out here on DS5? Starfleet kick
you off the Miranda too?"
"Just about," She said, ignoring the 'darlin' bit. "I'm with the
Carthage now as Jaal's XO. How about you?"
"Gonna be the XO of the Galaxy's fighter wing. If they ever get their
slow ass over here, that is," Nathan answered. "Wait, Commander
Jaxom's got himself a ship now? Why the hell'm Ah always the
last one to know these things?"
"Because you're too busy chasing after girls or getting into trouble,"
Arel said. "At least that's what my sister says."
Nathan started to grin at that, but the grin disappeared pretty
quickly. He looked down at his glass and picked it up, lifting it to
his lips. "How is Rena, anyway? She regrettin' takin' Admiral
Elaithin's offer yet?" he asked before taking a long drink of his
beverage.
"I think it's taking her some time to get used to it," She replied
with more care than she usually took regarding Cowboy's feelings.
He nodded. "Didn't think she'd ever leave the Rogues. It was weird
seein' her in that Command uniform fer the first time." He shrugged
before continuing. "Ah'm happy fer her, though. Ah think she'll do
fine."
"Don't piss her off by not checking in every now and again."
"Please, Arel, Spitfire's got better things to do than worry 'bout how
often Ah call," Cowboy replied with a short laugh. Suddenly he looked
up at her, his eyebrows knotting together in worry. "Why? You think
she'd come after me or somethin' if Ah didn't?"
"I don't know," Arel said with a laugh. "Better to keep on her good
side though, don't you think?"
"Yeah, yer prob'ly right. Best not to tempt fate. 'Sides, it's prob'ly
borin' as hell fer her over there now that the two of us're gone. Ah'm
sure she'd appreciate the visit."
"So you have any better alcohol stashed away somewhere?" Arel said
after a moment. "This synthehol crap is crap."
"You do realize who yer talkin' to, right?" Nathan answered with his
trademark grin. "Ah got some of the real stuff back in mah quarters."
He paused, suddenly realizing how that may have sounded. "Uh, that is,
not that Ah'm expectin'--"
"Let's go," Arel said, rolling her eyes. "Oh and, by the way, you lay
one hand on my ass, I'm going to dislocate your jaw. After I've broken
all the bones in your body."
Cowboy laughed as he stood up. "Careful, now, threats lahk that ain't
exactly stopped me before. Yer lucky yer a married woman, Arel." He
looked over at her as they walked out of the lounge, quirking an
eyebrow. "Wait, *are* you still--"
She glared at him.
"Nevermind."
"Pain is not enough"
By Lieutenant Michael Jamson, Chief of Operations
USS Galaxy-A
**** Deck 12, Gymnasium 2 - 0800 hours ****
Michael was sitting in a rower, a simple yet popular device, imitating the action rowing. Rowing, was and still is, one of the most popular sports in Starfleet Academy. There were still annual rowing events, but unlike the 21st century, nowadays, you could choose between two types of rowing. Traditional and modern. As traditions dictate, you've had the old rowing boats with high winds, fabric sails, gushing waves of the ocean or sea...but in the modern sport, they used hovered boats instead of the classic ones, and in space at zero gravity. Aiding to the speed of the hovering space rower, and making the life of the space sailor a lot easier, was a solar sail. Other than that, it was no different from the classic rower. Of course, you could always jump into one at the holodeck, and row away, but it wasn't quite the same, as many things in the holosuites weren't. The gymnastics type rowing machine enabled Jamson to work on many parts of his body, in the search for the perfect fitness exercise.
Even though he made it to the rowing team at the academy as a senior, he wasn't lucky enough to win anything and was always on the losing side. Losing, was never accepted with honor for Michael, so the angry cadet was constantly reprimanded for his non sportive behavior. Vandalizing the winning sides' lockers or equipment, kidnapping their mascot and others, were just a fraction of what he used to pull. And he's done it all by himself, without anyone else helping. Of course, that wasn't very helpful when being caught, which always happened.
Recalling the old days, Michael reached back to his neck, grabbing it firmly with both of his hands. It was sore and probably inflamed. In fact, it was always tender. It was an old wound from an accident almost 15 years ago. You'd expect the Medical science of the 24th century to be of modern status, but nothing except sedatives, such as improvoline would offer him any relief. Rubbing his neck back and forth while applying some pressure, gave a false sense of relaxation but what he really needed was a long and tedious session of physical therapy. He stopped going to those, as well as counseling sessions, years ago. He thought of it as a distractive action, a constant nuisance, since it never made him feel better in the long run.
Right after his terrible incident, he was prescribed with several types of pain killers. As time passed by, he decided not to continue with the medication, but with more natural or alternative healing arts, such as Vulcan Shiatsu, Trill Bikram Yoga and others. To much of his surprise, it worked for a bit, and even helped him achieve more tranquility and peace in his life. But unfortunately, it took much of his time, which he couldn't commit to, due to his duties as an officer. The pain came back slowly, yet he learned to live with it, but with the help of drugs.
Exercising and eating right, except for the occasional alcoholic drink, was embedded into him since young age. It was a part of him, a big portion of his daily routines evolved around it. 3 meals a day, morning, lunch and evening, plus food supplements existed like a firm table of covenant. Some thing he used to eat, and others had a big stop sign on them. For example, grains and fruit in the morning, along with yogurt or eggs was acceptable, but meat of any kind or bread was forbidden. Chocolate or fried klingon chips/potatoes was out of the question! However, the only type of chocolate he was allowed, was Vulcan, since it had no taste to humans, and proved not poses a high calorie value. For the majority of his life, he kept this cycle on a daily basis. He was thin, fit, and healthy, that all changed after the accident.
While practicing to the yearly Federation rowing competition, Jamson exercised in rowing with several other members of team from the Academy. They all took shore leaves from their respected ships, and came back to the Sol system to compete. This was a grand occasion, and many participated. All teams have been given areas to practice and row in. Michael's team, received a fairly large strip not too long from Jupiter and it's moons. Only several minutes after being cleared by Jupiter station station, his solar rower was rammed by another ship, carrying deuterium crystals. The craft was a huge federation transport, Bradbury class, converted into transferring cargos of various types. Several of his teammates were killed, and others were seriously wounded. It was later revealed that the Operations Center on Jupiter station was undergoing extensive repairs and renovation, so some of the systems were taken off line. Without some of the staff at the center knowing, they continued to operate regularly until this serious accident caused them to stop all activity in the area and check what was exactly the problem. 'Human error and misjudgment' was the final conclusion.
That fact didn't help the young Michael Jamson to rehabilitate. It would take him more than 6 months to get back on his feet, back into duty, with all the marvel of the 24th century medicine. He was lucky enough to escape death, but had to undergo several surgeries and treatments before his mind and body were some degree of ease. His body, many times, simply didn't want to play along and literally, laughed at him. Eventually, he learned to control it back and achieve superiority.
Ever since, he's being carrying the pain up until this very moment of him trying to pull the rower's bar to his chest. Ever pull reminded him of the saucer sections of Jupiter station. He was staring at them when they were hit. Every pass next to that station always reminded him of that dreadful moment. He's learned to face deal with this experience, but rowing was never a passion he'd want to come back to, and so were the beautiful moons of Jupiter and Ganymede.
The suffering was turning into torment, as Michael couldn't feel his muscles anymore. He continued, never the less, remembering the faces of his academy teammates that perished due to an 'error'."Pain is not enough..." he continued saying to himself. It was apparent he should stop, but he kept on going, he did so every time, and every time he also paid a visit to sickbay. On certain days, the pain would go away, leaving a mild trace and he'd be able to function normally. On other days, he'd almost feel his entire body falling apart. No one knew...not even the medical staff. He hid it from them all. They didn't know, and probably didn't care.
Holding his left should, and grabbing his neck, he left the machine and walked slowly to his bag which lied on one of the benches. Looking around, he let his hand search blindly in the pouch, until he recovered a small capsule. Carefully, making sure no one was looking, he opened it, closing his shaking first firmly. He then moved to wipe his face from the sweat and let one pill get crushed by his teeth, and slide down his throat. It was chloromydride, a powerful stimulant. Improvoline was just not strong enough. In stressful scenarios, combat, and others, he'd always carry some with him. "Time for sickbay...." the tired Operations Chief said and started to pack his things.
"Blind Date"
Flight Officer Ella Grey
S&R Pilot
Lieutenant Saul Bental
Chief of Intelligance
***
Ten Forward
***
Talk about your blind dates from hell, Ella thought as she tugged at her sleeve. Of course this wasn't like your average, run-of-the-mill blind date. She was meeting someone from a past life, the love of Eela's life. And for all she knew she'd just set herself up for an evening with Leo Streely.
It was stupid but she wore her hair down because Sotha would have liked it down.
It all started yesterday. She went through the daily news and intelligence batch distributed to all officers, when she encountered one odd bulletin. It said 'Updeck girl, let's meet at the regular place in the regular time tomorrow.'. It wasn't the first time someone used the batch for a prank or to greet someone for their birthday, and the people at Operations tended to be forgiving toward this misuse.
Sotha and Eela's regular meeting place since the Water planet and until that terrible day when both submitted their Katras for preservation, was coincidentally on the forward section of the Talvalen's tenth deck.
Ten Forward.
And so here she was.
"I should've guessed." A voice hurled her from her thoughts back to reality.
The Galaxy's chief of intelligence circled the table, and sat on the chair opposite to hers. "Ella, Eela... it even sounds the same." He said.
Ella grinned. "Oh, thank God it's you! I was starting to worry who I was meeting with." She scanned his face, unintentionally looking for something of Sotha in there. "How are you?"
Saul chuckled. Nervously? Could it be?
"Still adjusting. It's not that different, I suppose - a Chief of Intelligence is a chief of intelligence, no matter the ship. Who were you expecting?"
"No one in particular," Ella replied. "But I have a terrible imagination sometimes."
"Don't we all.", Saul shook his head. Personally, he was dreading Faylin or that nutty girl from security. Fay-Fay must've enjoyed greatly being a Romulan - it was right up her ally, and she probably learnt some new tricks to torment the ship's male population with. Poor Jonas.
"We, um, they were very happy, huh? I mean in their own sneaky spy, assassin kind of way."
"Yes... they were... a cute couple. It's very cheering that two 90-years-olds could behave like they did on the water planet, and I think you... she... was probably the best thing that happened to his life. He was attracted to her madly since that time she nearly slit his throat, you remember that?"
"I do," Ella replied with a smirk. "She kicked his ass."
Saul laughed heartily. "It was the best ass-kicking he ever got!"
"Saul," The pilot said slowly. "I wanted to ask a favor. I wonder ..." It was hard to continue so she simply stretched out her arm and held her palm open.
Saul watched her hand, his face softening. It was milky and delicate, and somehow reminded him of Naranda. The most natural thing, he thought, would be to just--
Ella sighed. "I sometimes will be doing something and get these urges that aren't mine, like wanting to duck into the Jeffries tubes because I'm convinced I'm being followed. But I also sometimes just miss holding Sotha's hand, even though I know that I'm not her."
"It's hard, isn' t it? It feels like I've been Sotha more than I've been Saul, and I'm one of those who were less affected I think."
Pulling his chair away, he stood up.
"Let's get out of here." He muttered, not unlike how Sotha would, and patted her shoulder. She would understand. Too many people were watching, and Sotha and Eela didn't like being watched. Sotha was quite confident that nearly all of Az Shiber members were ignorant to the fact that he had anything to do with Mardek's daughter.
"Okay," Ella said quietly.
The doors to the ten forward lounge closed behind them, and as they slid Ella felt Saul taking her hand in his.
"Do you miss being in command of the Az Shiber?" Ella asked.
"Our jobs aren't very different. Neither are our childhoods. I can see why his Katra picked me."
They took a left turn. Ella realized he was leading her toward the evacuation lounges. Given that there was no emergency she wasn't aware of, he probably wanted some privacy.
She felt pressured to make conversation, even though Eela and Sotha had never felt such a need. "I can understand why she chose me as well."
Saul barely knew Ella - mostly through Nara's stories and by working together with her on senior staff meetings and other occasions.
"Really? Why?"
"We had what I guess you would call traumatic childhoods," She replied. "We tended to react in similar ways ... er, not her work of course but with similar mannerisms, train of thought ..."
They entered the empty lounge and she turned to face him.
Saul's free hand began to move forward, but he restrained himself. He knew he was blushing.
"Do you think we remember things as they really were, or perhaps our own personalities effected the memories?"
Ella smiled at the blush. "I don't think we remember things as they were. I don't think it could be otherwise, given our minds were taken over by souls who had several decades over us."
"This is all so logical. They would hate it."
The pilot laughed. "Definitely."
"They want..."
She felt his other hand gripping her hand, tightly. He turned his head, to watch the series of heavy double doors leading to the lifeboats.
"They want to cleanse him. Starfleet Intelligence, that is. They think that the Katras that possessed intelligence personnel are a security risk and shouldn't be preserved. I'm the only one on the ship who knows, and... I know I hate having my mind prodded - by the Dithparu, dead Vulcans, whoever - but he's scared. I've been him for one hundred and fifty years and he was never scared."
She could feel her heartbeat quicken. "They can't do that."
Saul tried to shrug, and failed.
"Can't you lie?" Ella asked. "Say the memory isn't intact. Damaged somehow. Something."
"I could lie... but why should I? If I were somehow to possess some alien mind five hundred years from now, would my host lift a finger to save me afterwards? Is it worth the risk?", He asked, but did not sound too convinced. The tapestry of subtle lies and hidden truths he weaved since he graduated the academy was complex and crowded as is. Adding this one more thread may cause everything to fall apart, to unwind.
Ella frowned. "Surely the Vulcans would have a problem with this. Emotions aside, this is a part of their history. Hell, even the Romulans should care."
"That's why you're not in intelligence." Saul said wryly. Sotha often said the same thing to Eela when they had an argument, usually earning a glare as scary as her knives. "There are many Katras and the slightly less complete historical picture gained from research the Katra is logically less important than the threat they may pose. Especially if the Rihanssu eventually obtain the Katras. There was probably some behind-the-scenes bargaining between Vulcan and Starfleet Intelligence, and this was their compromise. However..."
However, the security breach wasn't the only threat Sotha's Katra posed to Saul Bental. Sotha's katra was the only sentient being other than Saul himself who knew Saul's agenda and his entire plans intimately. SFI will surely extract all the information they can from Sotha before eradicating him, in order to relay anything unclassified to the Vulcans. And then, everything will be revealed.
Saul could not allow the soul of the proto-Romulan spymaster to fall into their hands.
"I do have an idea, but I'm not sure if I'm willing to go through with it. And... Sotha's soul isn't worth anything without Eela on his side."
Ella tilted her head, her expression puzzled.
"I'm just toying with it, but perhaps we can - with the help of an acquaintance of mine - transfer both Katras to the same receptacle, and bury it where no one will find it. On Earth."
"Together," She whispered.
"Together." He echoed.
"Yes, I'd go along with that. I can't stand the idea of Sotha being obliterated."
"Remember, Ella, that we're both influenced by their presence right now. If this stunt is revealed, it could be costly for both of our careers. After they leave our heads ... we might regret the risk."
"I won't."
"Good. Me neither."
Saul suddenly became very aware to the fact that he was still holding the hand of the woman, this person he barely knew and never spoke in length with. And yet... it didn't feel awkward. Even her mechanical voice didn't bother him.
"Unlike SOMEONE we both know, I'm not going to ask you to sign a contract." He joked.
She laughed. "Good, I'd hate to leave behind incriminating evidence."
"Oh, you won't. WE won't." Saul said. "It's settled then; I'll talk to you about it when we'll be two days away from Vulcan. I'll take care of all the arrangements, but we'll have to use some precautions. I don't want this to be revealed, and my standing in Starfleet Intelligence is a little shaky as is."
Ella had her own reasons for wanting to stay off of Starfleets radar. "Okay."
"You in any rush?"
She thought about it. "'No, why?"
Saul smiled sheepishly. "I also miss holding Eela's hand too, just sitting watching the stars like they did when they got old."
Ella smiled and tightened her grip.
"Memories"
Flight Officer Ember Lansky
*** Shuttle, en route to Deep Space Five ***
Six months. That was how long it had been since the last time she had
been spaceborne. Ember could not remember a longer duration in which
she had been confined planetside, and she could feel the all-too
familiar stirrings of nostalgia surfacing as she gazed out the window
of the shuttlecraft, seeing the countless stars that were twinkling
back at her. It was starting to come back to her, memories of her past
muted, but not eliminated by her convalescence. Memories that she had
sometimes shut close, suppressed or ignored, and memories that she had
at times confronted in the idyllic green meadows of the sanitarium –
the place she had called home for the last few months.
Soon, she would be back onboard Galaxy. Soon, she would be a pilot
again. There was the itching of re-ignited desire, burning stronger
because of the length of time in which she had been forced to abstain
from what she loved most. But there was also tinglings of unease.
Because for her, it hadn't just been six months. It had felt like a
lifetime, a lifetime which had altered everything.
Losing Ayden on Cheron, not knowing – even today, whether he was dead
or alive; stealing a craft from Galaxy to go after answers on her own,
getting captured and charged. It had been a drawn-out process with too
many downs, and too few ups. She knew, looking out at the stars, that
a piece of her spirit was lost forever with Ayden.
But... and she made a resolution there and then -- she would be damned
before she let this destroy her completely. She wouldn't be who she
was if she gave up on life and remained wrecked by loss.
Life goes on.
She was back.
"The Game Is On"
Lieutenant Nathan "Cowboy" Everett
Flight Officer Ember "Orphan" Lansky
** Lounge, Deep Space Five **
It was grimly ironic that Ember was right back where she started.
Nursing a glass of wine, she raised it to her lips, gently swinging
her seat around so she could lean against the bar counter and stare
out the viewscreen across the Lounge at the expanse of stars. It was
beautiful, a sight she had achingly missed and thought she would never
again see during the long months she spent on Earth.
Still, there was a little while to go before she could make her home
amongst the stars once again. Waiting was never her strong suit, yet,
here she was, waiting to return to a ship that was increasingly, as
unfamiliar to her as the place she had just bade goodbye to.
"Nice view, ain't it?"
Further down the bar stood a tall, good-looking human man with light
brown hair and ice blue eyes. He was leaning back against the bar as
well, his hand holding a glass containing a somewhat blackish liquid.
He gave her a half-smile before looking out toward the starscape
again.
"It never really gets old," he added, sounding almost awestruck. He
had a sharp, but not overwhelming, twang to his voice.
"No matter how many times I've looked out at the stars, it's never
enough," Ember mused, agreeing with his sentiment as she turned her
head to look at the man who had interrupted her solitude. From the
smile she gave him, his presence didn't seem unwelcomed. It seemed
instead, like she was grateful for the company. Knowing his reverence
could only have come from someone who lived out in Space, she asked,
"I trust you don't make your home down on any planets then?"
He shook his head, chuckling lightly. "Naw. Ah was born on one, but it
didn't take." He stood to his full height and walked down the bar,
sitting down in the chair next to Ember's, then set his glass down and
offered her his hand. "Ah'm Nathan."
"I'm afraid I'm exactly the same," She said with a soft laugh,
extending her hand to him. "I'm Ember."
"Pleased to meet you, darlin'," Nathan said, smiling as he let go of
her hand. "What brings you all the way out here to DS5?"
Ember's brow quirked slightly at that term of endearment. "I don't
seem to recall giving you permission to address me so affectionately,"
She said. It was clear from her tone of voice though, that she was
only teasing him and wasn't in the least offended. "I'm waiting to
rejoin my ship... I've taken a pretty long.." She paused for a moment,
unsure what exactly to term the six months break which she had been
forced to take. "... vacation. And yourself?"
Nathan gave Ember an easy, charming smile in response to her jest, and
took a sip of his drink while she asked her question. "Ah'm in the
middle of bein' transferred, actually," he replied. "Waitin' fer the
Galaxy to show up."
"Looks like we have more things in common than first meets the eye,"
She chuckled on hearing the ship he was about to be transferred to. It
was an uncanny coincidence. "You're going to love Galaxy," She
promised. She had, most of the time she spent there, though once
again, when she thought of the ship, Ayden came to mind for the
millionth time. She would never forget the man that had come into her
life and opened her heart, but it was easier now to accept the loss,
and the memories were bittersweet, instead of painful.
"Let's make a toast," She said suddenly, raising her glass to him, a
warm smile emerging on her face,"To new beginnings." It was so true
for her, in more ways than one.
Nathan nodded, returning Ember's smile as he lifted his glass and
clinked it against hers. "Ah'll drink to that." He took a sip of his
drink, and his eyes narrowed a touch when something in his mind
finally clicked.
"Wait a second...did you say yer name was Ember?" he asked, looking at
her again. "Ember *Lansky*?"
She tipped her head, and he could tell that she was curious, almost
amused that he knew her. "Why yes... are you a fan?" She teased.
Nathan shook his head, not believing this. "Ah thought Ah recognized
you. You were the one who lead all those protests against Nova
Squadron back at Starfleet Academy!"
Ember's eyes widened slightly and she laughed, recalling the silly
stunts she would incite the other students to pull. She had probably
done them all, from starting a food fight in their Mess, to
'spacecraft-hugging' when the Squadron had scheduled a training
flight. She hadn't counted on meeting someone who knew that part of
her past here. It felt like a lifetime ago. "Looks like I've blown my
cover," She gave a grin.
"You little brat!" Nathan said through his laughter. "Y'all put
superglue on our damn chairs! It took us hours to get outta 'em!" At
the time, all those pranks had been infuriating, but looking back on
it now, all Nathan could do was laugh.
Ember put up her palm in a mock gesture of surrender, a smile curving
her mouth. "Guilty as charged," She said, her eyes sparkling with
amusement. "I can't take credit for all the creativity though. My
accomplices helped... *a lot*."
"Yeah, well, Ah don't think there was a single incident you weren't at
the heart of, darlin'." Nathan shook his head and raised his glass in
salute. "Ah gotta admit, y'all came up with some pretty damn good
pranks. Nicely done."
She couldn't believe her ears. "You're congratulating me for doing a
good job sabotaging you'all..?" It made her laugh harder, and she
shook her head in disbelief. "I think that's a new one. You definitely
take well to defeat..." It was a deliberate teasing jibe, since it
didn't look like anyone came up on top in that tussle. She certainly
hadn't with the reprimand she had been slapped, though it had been
absolutely worth it for the stir she created. "Looks like I helped to
rub away some of your snottiness after all..." She chuckled.
"Hey, what can Ah say?" Nathan asked, shrugging. "If Ah'd been in yer
position, Ah'd've done the same. Ah love a good prank." He took
another sip of his drink, and then gave Ember a devilish grin.
"'Course y'know this means Ah'm gonna have to getcha back somehow," he
continued. "Much as Ah admire yer work, Ah gotta stick up fer me and
mine."
Ember would never imagine that he would be so sporting, and it put a
grin on her face as well. It seemed like they really *did* have a lot
in common. "So, that means I'll have to watch my back on the Galaxy
now? I might turn a corner and suddenly find you in a clown suit or
something?" He'd have every opportunity to take revenge and she loved
a challenge. "Unless of course, you decide to start your payback
now... snce it looks like we'd be stuck together for a while on this
station..." She said, looking at him warmly over the rim of her glass
as she took a sip of the wine.
It felt so good to laugh out loud, and it suddenly occured to her that
it had been a while since she had had such a good time with anyone.
"Careful what you wish for, darlin'," Nathan replied, smiling at Ember
over his own glass. He'd been on Deep Space Five for a few days now,
but he could safely say that this was the most fun he'd had since
coming aboard. "Ah can think of a few ideas. You might not wanna lemme
outta yer sight anytime soon..."
"Really? I'm just dying to see what you can come up with," She told
him, doing nothing to discourage him from initiating his own pranks.
She would probably enjoy it and it might even break the monotony of
waiting. Ember had no intention of parting ways just so he could have
the freedom and time to execute whatever crazy plans he had in mind
though. She realised she really did enjoy his company.
"Do you think you can pull off your little tricks, while I'm beside
you every step of the way?" She asked, the challenge - and invitation
- implicit in her playfulness.
He looked at her for a moment, his eyes sparkling with mischief.
Finally, he finished his drink and set the empty glass down on the
bar, then offered Ember his hand again. "Why don't we find out?"
She placed her glass on the counter and slid off the bar stool,
holding his gaze. For a flicker of a second, there was hesitation; she
had no idea what she was getting into, having just come out of a
heartbreak. But, Ember had never been afraid to live, and so, she took
his hand. "The game is on," She smiled.
"Second Thoughts"
Lieutenant Nathan "Cowboy" Everett
Flight Officer Ember "Orphan" Lansky
===
"Here we are," Nathan said as he and Ember arrived at his quarters. He
smiled at her, then hit the button to open it, and allowed her to
enter first.
"Ah know it don't look lahk much," he explained as he followed her
inside. The door hissed shut behind him. "But Ah figured there ain't a
lotta point in decoratin' when Ah ain't gonna be here too long,
y'know?"
"You should see my quarters if you think this isn't much.." Ember
smiled as she walked in. It was basic, but it definitely sufficed. Not
for the first time since she followed his lead, she wondered what the
hell she was getting herself into. The bedroom-hopping which used to
be second nature to her, had become absolutely alien in the last few
months. The glaring truth was that she hadn't been with *anyone* after
leaving Galaxy.
The direction her thoughts were taking was uncomfortable, and
naturally, she started a conversation that would take her far away
from there. "So, you haven't told me... what are you going to be doing
onboard Galaxy?"
"Ah'm a fighter pilot," Nathan answered, nodding at his flight jacket,
which lay strewn over the back of the chair in front of his desk.
"Ah'll be workin' as Vanguard Group's XO. What about you?"
"Staying true to the Nova tradition, I see..." She teased, suppressing
a laugh at the mystifying coincidence. "You're my boss..." She said
with a helpless shrug, smiling, "Saber Squadron CO." That sure made
things a lot more complicated.
He grinned. "Guess you were right, darlin', we do have a lot in
common." He gestured towards the small couch, inviting her to sit
down. "You want somethin' to drink? More wine?"
"I can't say no to more wine..." She said, still amused at how bizarre
it all was as she took a seat on the couch. "So... do you have any
scruples, what should I call it... fraternizing with your
subordinate?" She asked playfully.
Nathan glanced over at her, an eyebrow raised, as he waited for the
wine to finish materializing in the replicator.
He grabbed the two glasses and joined Ember on the couch, handing one
of them to her. "We ain't on the Galaxy yet, Miss Ember," he finally
answered, a playful smirk on his face.
She had to laugh at that answer. "Good job taking advantage of little
technicalities, my dear... *pseudo* boss." Accepting the glass of
wine, she took a sip. She was starting to feel a delightful buzz since
she had a few glasses earlier at the Lounge, and while it wasn't
exactly obvious, it was making her restless. "How about turning on
some music? I'm in the mood for dancing.." She winked.
Nathan smiled and took a sip of his own wine, then had the computer
put on something appropriate. He stood and took Ember's hand, helping
her to her feet and pulling the two of them closer together as he
began to lead her in a dance.
"Y'know, if Ah'd known you were this much fun back at the Academy, Ah
prob'ly wouldn't've minded all those pranks as much..."
She leaned into him, swaying her hips to the sensuality of the jazz
music. "Were you cursing and swearing at me after every prank?" She
asked, whispering close to his ear.
He smiled softly and placed his hands at Ember's waist, gently guiding
her as they moved together. "Every single one, darlin'. Ah was not a
happy camper."
A soft chuckle escaped from her lips. "I should make it up to you.."
And even as she said it, she moved nearer, gently tipping her head as
she brushed her lips against his, first teasing, then again in a kiss
that was tender, yet hinted of desire, and certainly of more to come.
Warning bells were going off in her head; she didn't know if she was
ready for this, but it was so like her to plunge headfirst, and she
silenced them.
Nathan laughed quietly. "Yer doin' a pretty good job so far," he told
Ember as he wrapped his arms around her. He pulled her body close to
his and brought his lips to hers again, kissing her hungrily as they
slowly moved with the music.
She could feel his hands caressing her body, and she closed her eyes,
relishing the gentle, sweet sensations of the kiss that was quickly
growing with urgency, letting the warm taste of him fill her as she
returned it with every eagerness. It blocked out all thoughts,
rational or otherwise. "We're a little overdressed," She whispered
playfully against his mouth.
He tilted his head to the side, chuckling as he gently kissed the side
of Ember's neck, his lips moving lightly across her smooth skin. "So
we are," he said as his hands moved to the front of Ember's top. He
slowly opened it and let it fall to the floor, his hands taking a
moment to caress her bare skin before beginning to move lower.
She wasted no time either, and helped him to quickly shed his
cumbersome clothing, wanting to feel him beneath her. Her pulse was
beginning to quicken, and her desire was blatant in the way she kissed
him, as though she couldn't ever get enough.
Unable to wait any longer, Nathan grabbed hold of Ember and lifted her
up in his arms, feeling her wrap herself around him. "And now we move
on to the next part of the tour," he joked as he carried Ember into
the nearby bedroom.
***
Ember was deep in the embrace of exquisite, electrifying pleasure, her
senses overwhelmed and her skin burning with his teasing touches,
gentle caresses and hot kisses at her most sensitive areas. But even
as their bodies were entwined on the bed in the dance of sensuality,
she couldn't dispel the image of Ayden who suddenly entered her mind
and filled it with aching clarity, because it wasn't so long ago that
he was eliciting these very sensations from her willing body. He was
there, no matter how hard she closed her eyes, no matter how hard she
tried to succumb to the raw unthinking passion. He was there.
The words "I'm sorry" tore out from her mouth raggedly as she abruptly
sat up, pushing Nathan off her. She was breathing heavily, but whether
it was from the near-peak of pleasure he had brought her to, or the
churning thoughts in her head, it wasn't clear.
"I'm sorry," She muttered again, then as though belatedly realising
that she might have hurt him with how sudden she pushed him off, she
looked at him, concern reflected in her eyes, as she laid her hand on
his arm. "Are you alright?"
Nathan stared at her, complete and utter bewilderment on his face. He
looked away for a second, running a hand through his already tousled
hair, and shook his head. "Ah was *great* until about five seconds
ago," he finally said, still a little shocked.
He looked back at her. "Are *you* okay?" he asked, the perplexity in
his voice quickly replaced by worry. "Did Ah do somethin' wrong?"
"No, no.. you didn't," She said, shaking her head with a wry smile.
She didn't move to cover herself up, seeming unconcerned about modesty
as she sat facing him, but there was definitely something weighing on
her mind. She didn't know how the hell she was supposed to explain it
to him, especially when she had played her part initiating and leading
them to this stage.
Nathan stared at her, blinking again. "Okay, darlin', Ah'm a little
confused. What exactly is the problem? Ah mean one second we
were...and then you were lahk...and now Ah'm all..." He shook his
head. "What's wrong?"
"A little emotional baggage from the past," She answered, lifting her
shoulders in a shrug, trying to dismiss it. "So..." She said, and her
face began to brighten as she mustered up a smile. "Are you going to
be chasing me out? Or.. can I stay here for the night?" Somehow, she
didn't feel up to going back to her quarters and staying there alone,
at least not tonight.
"Uh...Ah s'pose that'd be fine," Nathan said, trying to ignore the
strangeness of the situation. "Ah'll just go and sleep out on the
couch." He moved to get out of the bed.
She gave a soft laugh, stopping him in his tracks with a gentle tug of
his leg. "You don't have to. I'm not a complete prude.."
He looked back at her and smiled. "Okay, then. As long as yer alright
with it." He climbed back into the bed and gave Ember a playful look.
"You don't snore, do you? 'Cause that right there'd be grounds fer
kickin' you out," he joked.
Ember leaned closer and kissed Nathan on the lips. "You'll find out,"
She said with a smile on her lips, seeming to have put the previous
incident out of her mind. As she laid back down, snuggling beside him,
it came to her just how unlikely this was. She couldn't remember the
last time she simply slept beside someone, someone other than Ayden.
Nathan lay back on the bed and felt Ember move in close to him. Just
lying there with her gave him a chance to think, and suddenly he began
to feel a little guilty. He and Rena hadn't been split up for more
than a couple of weeks, and here he was already in bed with another
woman. Sure, that was kind of how he'd always been, but it was
different this time. It wasn't like his relationship with Rena had
ended badly, they'd just decided that with him on the Galaxy and her
over on the Miranda, it would be hard to make it work. Granted, for
all he knew, Rena could already be doing something similar, but
somehow Nathan doubted it.
He glanced over at Ember, who had already clos |